October 4, 2021

Fall in Love with a Scientist | Recap and Review

Fall in Love with a Scientist
A scientists meets love
Notable Actors/Actresses
Jasper LiuYang Lan Hang
Zhou Yu TongBai Ling Ling
Dai Jing YaoOuyang Yi(n) Fan
Cao Xi YueGuan Xiao Yu
Director
Chen Jia LinZhang De Tai
Chinese Title
當愛情遇見科學家
When Love Meets a Scientist 
Year2021
Episodes: 24

Recapperflash2351
Recap Grade: A → B
First Impression: 3/5



flash2351: second review yay! Picking up Fall in Love with a Scientist because 1) Jasper Liu and 2) scientist theme (that I’m a sucker for). I appreciate that the show actually has quite a reasonable amount of scientific content, most of which is accurate and I’ll be supplementing my own scientific knowledge in purple. Just that alone gives it a big plus for me because I really have to grit my teeth sometimes to sit through drama’s terrible misrepresentation of scientists and research.

Mini Recaps


[Ep1] Going to skip over the prologue, because it is terrible and lame, (What! You’re going to skip the epic Foreigner pulling a gun at a Chinese patriot? What a shame /s) but in essence, Yang Lan Hang is a great material scientist who just invented a biodegradable stent and is returning to China after working overseas for a period. For those interested in the science, I will include things that I know in purple text (doing this because I enjoy the science bit and I appreciate drama being mostly scientifically accurate). All of this is to the best of my knowledge, so do clarify me if I’m wrong. Basically, stents are usually a small pipe-like structure inserted into blood vessels to support them, either by propping them open, or patching holes, etc. The problem with stents, as with all foreign objects, is that the body recognizes it’s not part of itself, so they will attack it. You can design materials that are immune to the body, but the issue is even if the material isn’t harmed, the body could hurt itself attempting to get rid of the foreign matter. So scientifically, biodegradable stents are an active area of research and if successful, is definitely beneficial to healthcare.

Bai Ling Ling is rushing to her oral defence for her undergraduate thesis and takes a shortcut by jumping down from a wall, but her bestie, Guan Xiao Yu, is too afraid to jump. Bai Ling Ling has no choice but to abandon her for a short while, promising to come back once her defence is over. Guan Xiao Yu meets a guy, Geng Pan Pan, while stuck on the wall. He apparently knows her from a bar but she has no recollection of him. She pretends to remember him in order to ask him to get a ladder for her. Is this going to be our 2nd CP?

Bai Ling Ling’s defence goes reasonably well, although she upsets Professor Jiang slightly because she says that she was naïve initially to want to do a Ph.D. and now she just wants to graduate and earn money asap. Everything goes bad the moment Yang Lan Hang steps in, he bluntly points out that one of her values are wrong, and thus, as a cascading effect, all following calculations are wrong and pointless. Bai Ling Ling argues that this is a closed defence, so Yang Lan Hang shouldn’t be here… Except that all of her work is literally based on the material he developed. Lol, awkward…. Well, apparently this issue was already flagged up to her by her advisor, so she fails the defence and is unable to graduate. Yang Lan Hang tries to apologise but she ignores him. He even tries to plead for her with the defence committee, but he gets cut off. Eh…. Kinda feel like this is a huge mistake and the committee is right to fail her. So I don’t get why he is pleading for her. That said, mathematically it’s just a factor of 2 error, so it should be relatively easy to clean up the cascade of errors, so like in another way of looking at it, it’s not THAT big a deal...

Everything is just not going Bai Ling Ling’s way. She tries to wash her face to cheer herself up, but the water is cut off for servicing. She gets a call from the nursing home because her grandma is kicking up a fuss again. When it rains, it pours eh… Grandma Bai is kicking up a fuss and refusing to eat her meal. Bai Ling Ling apologizes for her grandma, and it turns out that she is refusing the food because it’s too expensive. She can’t bear to spend so much money on food. This is quite a common mindset in the older Chinese generation I think, that they don’t bear to spend money on themselves. Instead, they scrim and save because they feel like they don’t matter, they just want their children to lead a better and happier life. Bai Ling Ling also belatedly realizes that her grandma has stuffed a wad of cash in her bag. She tears up looking at the money.

Bai Ling Ling is indeed quite cash-strapped, and being unable to graduate, all her post-graduation internship plans are no longer possible. To solve this, she plans to plead with Professor Jiang the next day. Guan Xiao Yu offers to support her financially, but she turns her down. I understand not wanting to treat your friend as an ATM, but I kinda feel that sometimes, especially in Chinese culture, pride is too much of a hindrance than anything else. Anyway, her kind bestie finds the next best way to help her out, by providing her with accommodations as they must move out of the dorms soon. While packing their stuff, Bai Ling Ling receives a large scale public confession from Wang Tao. She has rejected him before though, and she tells him gently that she hasn’t changed her mind. Very awkward…. Also, I don’t understand doing this sort of stuff in public (unless you already know she was going to say yes), since it’s awkward if she rejects and if she says yes, it might just be caving to public/societal pressure….
Figurines of the two besties. +pts for Guan Xiao Yu.
Yang Lan Hang has dinner with Ouyang Yin Fan, where he kindly informs him that he and Ouyang Yi Fan have voted and decided that Yin Fan should run the company they set up together. (Show doesn’t reveal this until later, so I was quite confused for the first few eps, but basically Yi Fan and Yin Fan are identical twins, played by the same actor. However, they have polar opposite personalities, with Yin Fan being a talkative playboy and Yi Fan being a quiet, serious scientist. Since their names are so similar, I’m just going to refer to them as Playboy Ouyang and Scientist Ouyang to avoid typos/confusion.). Yang Lan Hang tells him that a major motivation for him to come back to China was because he was looking for a girlfriend. This shocks Playboy Ouyang. He reveals that he has had this ongoing chat with a girl for 6 years, that he secretly has a crush on (ooooo, I’m guessing this is Bai Ling Ling and his romantic backstory). Their convo is seriously funny in a nerdy way.

PO: Online romance???
YLH: What’s so surprising about that? Any type of romance has a chance of success and a chance of failure. Some people can find true love through the internet, while others (gestures at PO) are doomed to be single in real life. Shots fired hahaha
PO: But you don’t even know if she is human or animal…
YLH: Inter-species relationship is also quite interesting, it’s good as long as it’s her. Hilarious how he takes an expression at face value and still manages to make it somewhat romantic.

It’s revealed that he has seen the girl already (ok, so he knows she’s Bai Ling Ling, but I guess she doesn’t know who he is?). Furthermore, she has already blocked him for a long period of time, so Playboy Ouyang advises him to move on. To help him, Playboy Ouyang installs this new dating app (Heart’s door) on Yang Lan Hang’s phone using his beta invite. It’s a software that pairs people up using big data (lmao, buzzword alert) and it’s developed by Playboy Ouyang’s friend.

Bai Ling Ling and Guan Xiao Yu are moving, but they have too much stuff. So Guan Xiao Yu heads up to get a trolley while Bai LIng LIng waits downstairs. A drunken Wang Tao approaches him and asks her for a second chance. She turns him down again, which enrages him. He reveals that he has hacked into her computer/cloud (it’s actually not that easy to hack a person’s account as tv shows like to portray) and found out that she has an online relationship with a guy. He tries to force himself on her, but just in time, Zheng Ming Hao arrives and pulls him off her, delivering a much deserved kick to that ass. Well done Zheng Ming Hao! Wang Tao angrily tells Zheng Ming Hao that he knows Zheng Ming Hao likes Bai Ling Ling too, but neither of them can compare to her online penpal… He even offers to share her chat log with Zheng Ming Hao, which earns him a slap from Bai Ling Ling. She tells him that he despises him and tells him to get lost. Zheng Ming Hao comforts an upset Bai Ling Ling, wrapping her up in his jacket. Yang Lan Hang witnesses everything in his car… O man…. I already see the love triangle and misunderstanding happening…

Ehhh… The first episode is honestly kinda disappointing, coupling that with the prologue that I’m struggling to erase from my mind. That said, the later episodes do pick up a lot IMO, so my advice is to continue watching and just treat Ep 1 as setup/background. Random cybersecurity advice: It’s honestly not that easy to hack someone’s account, the most common cause is 1) randomly clicking unknown emails which download spyware and 2) password leaks. To avoid password leaks, try to use different passwords for different key accounts, and never use the same password for random account signups (e.g. giveaways, gaming sites, delivery sites) and your most important accounts. Also, don’t use common English words for important passwords because those can be guessed by brute-forcing with reverse hash. Even substituting a letter with a number/symbol can reduce the success rate reverse hash brute force, e.g. f1ash or fl@sh instead of flash.

[Ep2] Back in her apartment, Bai Ling Ling looks through her online convo history with Yang Lan Hang (going to refer to his online persona as such to distinguish the two) and the memories come flooding back. She recalls back in high school, she asks Yang Lan Hang if he saw the meteor shower and if he made a wish. Side note, high school Bai Ling Ling looks super nerdy haha. Yang Lan Hang gives the most unromantic, scientific answer, explaining that meteor showers are just pieces of space debris falling through earth’s atmosphere and burning up on entry. Given that this is a random occurrence, it has nothing to do with humans, much less being able to grant human wishes. Scientifically accurate but omg, literally the worst reply ever. It’s the sort of stuff I will say when I just want to end the conversation without being overly rude hahaha. It’s also revealed that he was the one who inspired her to aim for the same university as him. Alas, when she was admitted into the university, he was chosen to go overseas for exchange so they never got to meet. Is that why she blocked him? Because he didn’t keep his word? To prevent further leaks, Bai Ling Ling deletes all of her conversation history… T_T… Not even a tear???

Zheng Ming Hao hints strongly at Guan Xiao Yu to give him some personal time with Bai Ling Ling, but she is quick to get rid of him anyway… I’m guessing she knows he’s interested in her, but because they are friends, she’s trying to hint at it gently? The first thing she unpacks is a jaw of coins, to which she adds another one. Is she counting the days or something? Below the house, Zheng Ming Hao hatches a scheme to woo Bai Ling Ling and begs Guan Xiao Yu to help him. To make sure he’s sincere, Guan Xiao Yu lists out her conditions.

GXY: In future, if the two of you end up together, you must treat her well and if the two of you ever end up with only 500 dollars left…
ZMH: Rest assured, I will give her 498 dollars, only taking 2 dollars to buy a bottle of mineral water. You are broke and you want to spend money on mineral water? Have you not heard of this thing called a tap?
GXY: No you dummy, if that time comes, you got to make sure you work your back off to earn money for her… Hahaha, ok that’s an even better answer hahaha...

Anyway, apparently Zheng Ming Hao is the developer for the Heart’s door dating app, so his plan is for Bai Ling Ling to download the app, and Guan Xiao Yu to observe her answers to all the questions. He can then answer the questions identically, causing the system to match them up. I mean…. Ok, that’s one way… But like you are the developer, can’t you just write an exception to force her account to match with you? Lol. Apparently the app only matches you with one person and you are locked in for 3 months… The plan goes terribly because Bai Ling Ling just simply skips past most of the questions without looking… and instantly matches with Yang Lan Hang. Lol, the power of fate... It’s Big Data...

Meanwhile, Yang Lan Hang is moving into his new accoms. The only luggage he’s carrying is a sapling planted in a glass jar… Feel like there is some significance to this sapling given the amount it’s been featured... He tells Playboy Ouyang that he met Bai Ling Ling, and worries that she already has a boyfriend, given what he saw of her interactions with Zheng Ming Hao. Playboy Ouyang takes the opportunity to convince him to use the dating app. Also, Playboy Ouyang fell out with his family because he doesn’t want to go on a blind date, so he begs Yang Lan Hang to let him crash. I guess Playboy Ouyang is going to be his love advisor? Hahahaha… While Playboy Ouyang goes to shower, Yang Lan Hang opens the app and similarly non-chantedly skips most questions.

Seeing the name 永远有多远 (“How long is forever?” Yang Lan Hang’s account name), Bai Ling Ling’s expression changes immediately...They are 99.9% compatible hahaha… Bai Ling Ling is the first to break the silence.

BLL: It’s been so long…
YLH: 1338 days (Omg, this is totally the sort of nerdy thing that I would do hahaha)
BLL glances at her jar of coins. On top of it, there’s a counter for the number of coins, displaying 1338… D’awwww, both of them are counting the days!
YLH (super nervously): Are you still angry with me? You’ve blocked me for so long… Do you still hate me?
BLL: You are thinking too much, I already have other people that I’m disliking…
YLH instantly breaks into a smile…
YLH: Why don’t you tell me who? I can dislike him together with you!
BLL smiles super widely… D’awww, I can already feel their CP vibes
BLL: This guy called Yang Lan Hang…
Awkward………..
Checking himself out in the mirror cause clearly dislikeable is a physical appearance trait, not a personality trait hahaha
Yang Lan Hang barges into the toilet to look at the mirror, “Do I look that dislikeable?” Hahahaha….Yang Lan Hang (tries to defend himself indirectly), “I don’t think he was purposely picking on you. It’s just that researchers are more uptight about their data.” Worried that he might upset her, he decides to start consulting this love manual that Playboy Ouyang gave him. Reading the advice that he should simply agree with her and share her sentiments, he decides to add “ But then again, just the name Yang Lan Hang makes me think he’s not a good person.” This earns him a laugh from Bai Ling Ling.
Clearly still in love with him haha
He enquires about Bai Ling Ling’s future plans, and she reveals that the delay in her graduation messed up her plans and her job that was lined up post-graduation is likely gone. Yang Lan Hang suggests that she can consider doing a PhD… After all, their university’s material science department is one of the best. He further stresses that if she really likes material science, just doing an undergraduate in it is a pity, she should consider a PhD seriously. I can understand where YLH is coming from, but I feel that he has led quite a good and sheltered life and it’s showing here. He’s not understanding the harsh reality of BLL’s financial situation and thus, his solution feels very out of touch. Bai Ling Ling sighs and says, “Not everyone can be like you, leave at a moment’s notice and pursue your dreams with no worries. I’m just an ordinary person, acknowledging that will make me happier.” Man…. that’s such a depressing attitude… Before ending the convo, Yang Lan Hang asks if she can unblock him on QQ now (China’s equivalent of MSN messenger). Bai Ling Ling replies that she no longer uses QQ… and instead asks to add him on Wechat (China’s equivalent of Whatsapp) Awww.... Yang Lan Hang was about to comply, before realizing that adding her would reveal that he is Yang Lan Hang. Errrr, you can just change your display name to not be Yang Lan Hang haha, or add an alternate account lol. I guess this not-adding is needed for drama purposes and I guess it fits Yang Lan Hang’s personality that he doesn’t really care about learning more about social media and is just focused on science. He turns her down and suggests just continuing to use the app. Bai Ling Ling is disappointed.

In fact, she is so affected by the rejection that she can’t sleep and goes to consult her bestie. Guan Xiao Yu is watching a horror movie in preparation for her date (watching the same movie). She needs to watch the movie first so that she can control the tempo, deciding when to be scared and when not to be...Hahaha, this is too over the top! Do girls actually do that? Bai Ling Ling tells Guan Xiao Yu that she got paired with the same guy, and she still likes him. Even though they haven't spoken for so long, the moment she heard from him, her heart started beating rapidly… D’awwwww... Bai Ling Ling worries that he doesn’t like her because he refused to add her on Wechat, but Guan Xiao Yu disagrees. She suspects that he is throwing a tantrum because Bai Ling Ling blocked him for so long previously. Random tangential updates, Guan Xiao Yu is being dragged to a blind date by her mum. Oh, so she and Playboy Ouyang is going to be our 2nd CP? Meanwhile, Bai Ling Ling also reveals that she actually wants to do a PhD, but she doesn’t have the financial capacity, plus she has to support her grandma...

The next day, Yang Lan Hang consults Playboy Ouyang’s manual on how to figure out if a girl is attached… Turns out it’s just adding the question “How about your boyfriend?” to any reply… Lol… They even demonstrate.

PO: How have you been?
YLH: Fine.
PO: Then how about your boyfriend?
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YLH: Have you eaten?
PO: Not yet.
YLH: Then how about your boyfriend?
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YLH: Are you going to do a PhD?
PO: Nope.
YLH: Then how about your boyfriend?

Yang Lan Hang is amazed and all prepared to use it and I’m all prepared to watch the train wreck. Meanwhile, Playboy Ouyang (due to his financial dependence on his family) caves in and decides to go on the blind date. Yang Lan Hang makes fun of him for caving.

At the blind date, Guan Xiao Yu texts Bai Ling Ling, asking her when will she come to her rescue? Unfortunately, Bai Ling Ling is too busy camping outside the department to beg Professor Jiang for leniency. Taking matters into her own hands, Guan Xiao Yu uses the excuse of touching up her makeup to run away. Meanwhile, Playboy Ouyang gets blocked by one of his ex-girlfriends, who is super clingy. Coincidentally, the two of them bump into each other and use the opportunity to escape (her from her mum, him from his ex). She drives off in his car with him in the passenger seat. Lol, pretty sure they are each other’s blind dates. It’s funny how they were both trying to avoid their blind date, and yet still end up together lol. Fatalism indeed.

Zheng Ming Hao abuses his position to decide to update the dating app and temporarily suspend it. He makes up a bunch of excuses, and also says he wants to change the three month limit to become a flexible one. His partner is like, “I told you so, but during the proposal, you were insistent on the three months limit!” I’m kinda liking Zheng Ming Hao less and less. So you are basically giving 0 thought to your app and just deciding to alter it and take it offline for the sake of wooing a girl? What about all your employees who spend their time developing this app? Plus, you clearly had your principles for insisting for three months, but now, principles be damned eh? When leaving the company, he gets ambushed by Wang Tao, but he easily dispatches him. Apparently, someone sent a video of his assault on Bai Ling Ling to his company, threatening to go to the police if the company doesn’t fire him. Zheng Ming Hao looks confused, but admits to it anyway. I’m guessing its YLH who sent the video then. Wang Tao provokes him and calls him a lovesick puppy, and this triggers Zheng Ming Hao and he demands to know the name of Bai Ling Ling’s online male friend. Urghhhh, ya, liking him even less now. What happened to respecting her privacy eh? Plus, I just felt like he was excessively violent towards Wang Tao? Not that the ass doesn’t deserve it, but still… Also, Wang Tao is such an annoying little twat. You know what’s the best way to not get caught on video assaulting girls? Not assaulting them in the first place. It’s also revealed that it was indeed Yang Lan Hang who sent the video in.

Meanwhile, Yang Lan Hang is also meeting Professor Jiang, who shows up a tiny bit late. Professor Jiang apologizes, saying “You must have waited for quite a while”, to which Yang Lan Hang replies “10 minutes”. Hahahaha, I mean, I think it’s a little contrived to try and impress upon us how low EQ he is, but at the same time, I still find it hilarious hahaha. Professor Jiang and Yang Lan Hang discuss a new lab they are setting up and Yang Lan Hang starts to mention Bai Ling Ling, only for her to interrupt. She straight away bows down and apologizes, begging for leniency. Professor Jiang refuses, so she drags him to the side and says “I know you failed me because of him (Yang Lan Hang) right? If not for him, you wouldn’t have been so harsh right?“ Ehhhh, I dislike this. At the end of the day, it was her mistake, she shouldn’t be angry at YLH for pointing it out, but rather focusing on correcting it right? Professor Jiang tells her off for thinking that and assures Yang Lan Hang that it has nothing to do with him. Professor Jiang is not unreasonable though, he explains the importance of data accuracy to her, and also offers her an opportunity to interview for a job at a new lab to earn money (in compensation for the job she lost). Professor Jiang walks off and Bai Ling Ling chases after him, carelessly stepping into the path of a bicycle. Yang Lan Hang pulls her out of the way… and into his arms for the classic cdrama pose hahaha.
Can I just say that Jasper Liu looks very hot here haha
Epilogue: (At the end of each episode, there’s a random epilogue that adds to the story somewhat. I’ll include them if they are interesting) This shows Zheng Ming Hao and Bai Ling Ling’s first meeting at a materials lecture. Bai Ling Ling is zoning out and just scribing “Inner Beauty” over and over again in her notebook. She gets called on by the lecturer, but Zheng Ming Hao bails her out. I guess this is how he fell in love with her at first sight…


*Online Usernames*
Bai Ling Ling’s username is 008, which basically sounds like her name Bai (8) Ling Ling (00). For Yang Lan Hang, his username (永远有多远) is a lot more interesting. At the most superficial level, it reads as “How long is forever?” which is like a typical nerdy unromantic scientific reply to a romantic statement such as I love you forever… However, the 远 is actually a measure of distance, so it can also be read as “How far away is forever?”, i.e. the sort of exclamation you would make when pursuing your happily ever after. Or alternatively, it can also be interpreted as him poking fun at using 远 (a measure of distance) to indicate time (永远) as some sort of nerdy joke. The english equivalent for this interpretation would probably be like “How many minutes are there in a light year?”
Light year is a measure of distance btw.

So far, I quite like Yang Lan Hang, but I might be biased because I like Jasper Liu a lot, and his stereotypical one-track scientist mind resonates with me hahaha. Bai Ling Ling has been ok so far, but I dislike her blaming her delayed graduation on Yang Lan Hang. It was her mistake, so she should be blaming herself for making it, rather than blaming who pointed it out. And I agree with Professor Jiang, precision is quintessential in research, a single numerical value difference can have drastic consequences.

[Ep3] Continuing the previous ending scene, Bai Ling Ling and Yang Lan Hang stare at each other… 
I love how you can make Yang Lan Hang clearly in her eyes. The nerd in me wonders if she has to wear special contacts to achieve this effect hahaha.

Yang Lan Hang is the first to break the silence, “Be careful”. But of course, our nerdy scientist has to ruin the moment, “ And how about your boyfriend?” Lol, I saw this trainwreck coming a mile away (i.e. last episode), but I did not expect it to be such a huge one hahahaha. Bai Ling Ling calls him crazy and runs off.

Bai Ling Ling wants to message her online “boyfriend” but realizes the app is updating :(. Zheng Ming Hao comes to have lunch with Bai Ling Ling, who starts nagging him about updating the software and why is it taking so long. Hahahaha, someone is already in love eh? Zheng Ming Hao promises her to rush the engineers, but he messages his friend to take his time with the update instead. Ya… I’m liking him less and less. After lunch, the two of them bump into Yang Lan Hang and Zheng Ming Hao suggests giving him a beating for causing Bai Ling Ling to fail. Who needs you know, law or morales right? Just beat up everyone you don’t like and the world will be at peace. Hahahaha… Bai Ling Ling calls him childish and chases after Yang Lan Hang.

She apologizes to Yang Lan Hang about her poor attitude (this doesn’t feel sincere though...), but Yang Lan Hang says he is the one who should apologize. He didn’t expect that correcting her figures would cause her to fail. He tells her “if there is anything you needs help with, just let me know…. Or if your boyfriend need help…” Lol, trainwreck #2. Bai Ling Ling says it’s partially her fault as well and offers him a bottle of coke as an apology, but intentionally? lets it slip. Is she trying to spray him with coke as revenge or something??

Yang Lan Hang goes to give his lecture and Bai Ling Ling is sitting there discreetly. Ya… something is going to happen… As Yang Lan Hang starts talking, random high pitch noises start coming from his bag. He awkwardly rummages through his bag until he finds the speaker that Bai Ling Ling threw in his bag just now (when he was picking up the coke). Bai Ling Ling reveals himself, but immediately gets up to run away when Yang Lan Hang starts chasing her. I don’t get it? Why admit to doing something and then run away lol. You either just keep hiding, or admit and wait to confront him? This is like neither here nor there… Bai Ling Ling hides behind a pillar, but of course Yang Lan Hang finds her. She defends herself, claiming he offered to help her, so she was just using him to take out her anger. Yang Lan Hang tells her off, saying that it’s fine to take her anger out on him, but she should not have disrupted his lecture. Bai Ling Ling argues back “Well, you take your lectures very seriously right? I also take my oral defense very seriously and yet you just strolled in and interrupted me!” Yang Lan Hang is exasperated with her, so he just says, fine, we’re even now then and moves to give her back her speaker. Bai Ling Ling thought he was going to hit her, so she immediately moved to protect herself. Yang Lan Hang just puts her speaker on her head and smiles. Ehhh, I feel like Bai Ling Ling is totally in the wrong here. First, she disrupted his lecture, wasting not only his time, but also the time of all the students who came for the lecture. Second, the two interruptions are not comparable at all- he interrupted her cause she was factually inaccurate whereas her interruption was just a childish revenge. Lastly, if she really took her oral defense seriously, she should have checked her figures!
Even though he’s mad at her, he still can’t bear to be too harsh towards her..
Meanwhile, Playboy Ouyang and Guan Xiao Yu are escaping in his car. After a while, they awkwardly start to converse. Guan Xiao Yu says she has nowhere to go, so Playboy Ouyang suggests bringing her to a place.

GXY: Where? Don’t tell me you are a human trafficker.
PO: Nah, don’t worry. I only steal hearts, not people. Omg too cheesy hahaha

He brings her to a bar (which apparently she is a regular at) but she pretends that it’s her first time hahaha. They had a wonderful time, partying and whatnot, and even waited to see the sunrise at this super romantic spot somewhere. Playboy Ouyang is still fast asleep though, so Guan Xiao Yu leaves an earring with him, as a way for him to find her… Errrr what, how is he supposed to do that? Girl, you watched wayyy too much Cinderella hahaha…
D’awwwww
Playboy Ouyang receives a phone call from his mum, and it’s revealed that he knew right away that Guan Xiao Yu was his blind date and he told his mum that the date went swimmingly well. He also got her phone number through his mum. A flashback reveals that Playboy Ouyang noticed her even prior to this blind date. He first saw her at the bar (The same one he brought her too. Wow, our playboy is a romantic eh?), and she already caught his eye because of her looks. But what caught his heart was when she stood up for a random boy (Geng Pan Pan) getting bullied. She pretends to be good at fighting to scare the gangster, but he wasn’t deterred so she just dragged the random dude and started running. Turns out she was just mimicking what a friend does to try and intimidate the guy (Guessing Bai Ling Ling is the friend? Can totally imagine her doing that haha). Playboy Ouyang gets his car and rescues the two of them, but because Guan Xiao Yu is sitting at the back, she never managed to see him. This is also probably when Geng Pan Pan fell for Guan Xiao Yu as well...

Back home, Bai Ling Ling realizes that she printed the wrong version of her thesis and her figure was indeed wrong. Yang Lan Hang was correct. Errr, what? Isn’t that a given? Or did she think he was just pulling numbers out of thin air to cause trouble for her? But credit where credit is due, at least she realized her mistake and feels bad about her actions. She also applies to work for the new lab that Professor Jiang recommended and immediately gets an interview appointment. Guan Xiao Yu is totally in love with Playboy Ouyang and happily recounts her date with him. She even thinks he is her soulmate. Her only complaint is that he brought her to the same bar that she always goes to (you dummy, he is bringing you to the place you first met hahaha). However, the bubble pops immediately. She receives a phonecall from her mum, revealing that Playboy Ouyang always knew who she was. She’s now doubting everything he did was a ploy and a setup and she immediately blocks him. Ehhhhhhhh, that’s a bit of an overreaction eh? Plus how was he supposed to plan you hijacking his car? She also asks Bai Ling Ling to throw away all flowers and presents that are arriving since they are most probably from Playboy Ouyang. She agrees and turns down all the flowers for Guan Xiao Yu. However, at the back of the card, it has the letter 耿, i.e. from Geng Pan Pan, not Playboy Ouyang. Guan Xiao Yu doesn’t know though..

Yang Lan Hang is staring intently at the bottle of coke that Bai Ling Ling gave him but he doesn’t open it (does he suspect that it is tampered with? Or just can’t bear to open it because Bai Ling Ling gave it to him?). Playboy Ouyang opens it before Yang Lan Hang can stop him though, and the entire drink fizzes all over him. Turns out she added a weak base to the coke, causing it to fizz the moment it opens? I never tried, but scientifically it makes sense as long as she can add the base without opening the bottle. The air pressure will keep the drink from fizzing before being opened, and that is probably what YLH noticed as well: the bottle being a lot more stiff than usual.

Just before her interview, Bai Ling Ling texts her online “boyfriend” that she is feeling very nervous. Yang Lan Hang (her interviewer) thinks in his mind “I’m nervous too” hahahaha… He reassures her and reminds her of the same trick that she taught him, think of all your interviewers as brinjals, and you won’t be afraid of them anymore. D’awww, he remembers all the stuff that she says... To further help her, Yang Lan Hang takes off his black jacket, so he is dressed completely in a purple shirt hahahahaha.
The cutest brinjal ever...
This steadies her nerves slightly, but also causes her to slip up and greet all the interviewers brinjals instead. LOL. Things go from bad to worse though, because Yang Lan Hang decides to ask her about her thesis. His intention was to give her something familiar to start with, but Bai Ling Ling is unable to answer the questions. Instead, she thinks that he is purposely picking on her. She apologizes for her wrong figure and her prank on him, but asks him not to use his position to settle his personal grudges. Professor Jiang rightfully steps in and tells her off for her bad attitude. Yang Lan Hang tries to clarify that he never intended to make things difficult for her but she just stomps off, claiming that she was never interested in joining the lab anyway. Ehhhh, I am really not liking Bai Ling Ling here. First, how can you not even remember your own thesis? Plus, you are still working on it! It’s not like something you’ve written years ago! Second, I feel like her attitude is quite terrible? Why does she keep assuming the worst of Yang Lan Hang? How is asking her questions on her thesis picking on her? She just strikes me as really childish? Coming unprepared for an interview, and yet getting upset at the interviewer because she can’t answer the questions.

Epilogue: Zheng Ming Hao searches his dating app database for “How long is forever” and mistakenly believes that Playboy Ouyang is the account holder. Whatever happened to client privacy and confidentiality eh?

Maybe because I’m a scientist as well? but I’m totally on Yang Lan Hang’s side here. Bai Ling Ling just feels very childish and unable to bear responsibility for her own actions? If anything, she is already getting a lot of preferential treatment and yet she still whines about how everyone is against her. Plus every time she apologizes, she has to add a but behind it, which makes the apology feel pretty insincere IMO. I honestly don’t know what Yang Lan Hang sees in her currently...

[Ep4] Guan Xiao Yu is on a movie date with another random guy, but every time he tries to put his hand around her, a gummy worm lands on his hand, startling him. It turns out to be Playboy Ouyang stalking her, and he even follows them out of the theatre and all the way to their next venue. Playboy Ouyang reveals that the random guy is basically a cheating scum and drives Guan Xiao Yu away. She just uses him to get away though, and doesn’t give him any attention. Poor guy...

On the other hand, Yang Lan Hang wonders if Bai Ling Ling really wants to come to the lab in the first place. He consultes Playboy Ouyang’s love manual, and accurately deduces that she actually wants to join the lab (? Honestly I’m not sure at this point. I don’t feel Bai Ling Ling’s passion for research at all). He confirms his suspicions by messaging Bai Ling Ling using his online persona and tells her that he has a way to get her into the lab if she wants. She agrees. Ehhhhhh, I dislike Yang Lan Hang doing this. He can help her, sure, but getting her a position in the lab just because he likes her is kinda morally ambiguous.

They start chatting randomly, and Bai Ling Ling doesn’t want to reveal that she is job-searching, so she lies to Yang Lan Hang that she’s watching “Before Sunrise”. Truth is, she’s never watched it before and neither has he hahaha. However, she lies and says that she's watched it many times, because every time she watches a movie, her outlook on life is different, so she experiences different emotions. She also hopes to one day watch it with the person she likes… *hint hint*... They try to discuss the movie, but it’s super awkward because neither of them have watched it. Yang Lan Hang consults wikipedia while Bai Ling Ling consults Guan Xiao Yu’s notes hahaha. Yang Lan Hang also finally succeeds in using the line “How about your boyfriend” to establish Bai Ling Ling is single. Yang Lan Hang is super excited to hear that hahahaha. Their discussion on the movie is quite interesting, because Yang Lan Hang believes in the happily ever after, whereas Bai Ling Ling (echoing Guan Xiao Yu) thinks that happily ever after is reserved only for fairytales. In reality, being able to meet a soulmate, even for a few hours, is already the best one can hope for in this world. I like that their views on love mirrors their real personalities. YLH is an idealist, and hence he chases after the perfect love story with a happily ever after, whereas BLL has been worn down by the world, and is more realist, being content with the bare minimum.

While Bai Ling Ling is preparing for her first day of work, Zheng Ming Hao starts telling Bai Ling Ling about their app update, how if she doesn’t like who she is matched with, she can remove him immediately instead of waiting for 3 months. Heavily implying that she can remove “How long is forever” asap. His plan backfires though, because Bai Ling Ling says, how about instead of shortening the lock-in period, how about lengthening it? Hahahaha. She proceeds to tell him about this “friend” who has had a crush on a guy for six years… No prizes for guessing which friend this is

Bai Ling Ling appears super well-dressed for her first day of work and is super excited to get started… only to find out that her job is a janitor. Awkward…. She also doesn’t really know her salary… or job scope… or anything really. Haha, maybe you should have double checked before agreeing? Zhang Yi An, the head of the research group, brings her around, but he also doesn’t know much about her stuff haha. Online Yang Lan Hang explains that back when he was a student and didn’t have enough experience to get hired, he also worked as a janitor. The janitor job scope is very light, but it provides an opportunity for her to get access to the lab and learn. I can understand both their clashing views here. YLH is solely focused on the science aspect, so to him, the chores of a janitor is merely a payment for the opportunity to learn in the lab. Whereas for BLL, she needs the money urgently, so the pay is what matters, the science is secondary. Actually, from my experience, most labs don’t hire janitors at all, or at most the janitor is only responsible for sweeping and mopping. All other tidying chores, such as washing flasks, disposing waste,etc are handled either by professional lab technicians or distributed via a roster system among the most junior staff (it’s not just a confidentiality issue, but also a safety one). So it’s probably more accurate to call her a lab tech? But I guess that reduces the humiliation factor. Also, I guess getting her a janitorial or lab tech position isn’t that ammoral comparatively. Anyway. Bai Ling Ling agrees to work for a month just to not make things awkward for online Yang Lan Hang.

Online Yang Lan Hang says that he has an experiment that is running for about another hour, and asks if she is willing to wait up for him for a bit. Bai Ling Ling agrees, but his experiment overruns, and she ends up waiting for him for over 5 hours. How does an experiment overrun from 1 to 5 hours lol… Anyway, he is finally done and he asks Bai Ling Ling if she wants to watch a movie together (he even dresses up in a suit for this LOL). She agrees and both of them start watching the movie at 2.30am.
Watching their first movie together!
After the movie, they both confess “This is my first time watching this movie” at the same time. Haha, so cute! Yang Lan Hang messages her “I’m glad that your first time watching this is with me. Because you told me, you wanted to watch this with someone you like” Omg, when did our nerdy scientist suddenly become such a sweet talker. Bai Ling Ling is super happy to see that message too.

Even watching a movie until 4+ am doesn’t stop Yang Lan Hang from preparing breakfast for his love. They bump into each other at the lab, both surprised to see each other present so early. Yang Lan Hang tells her to take the day off given that she hasn’t slept a whole night. She catches his slip-up, but he makes up an excuse saying that he can tell from her eyebags. She says, oh ok, but you have quite bad eyebags too. Duh, he was up watching the movie with you! Before she leaves, he gives her his breakfast of love, but she is suspicious. So he pretends that he is using it to bribe her to answer a question. His question: “A guy has a crush on a girl and he knows she wants to do some activity with the guy she likes, so without consulting her, he organizes the said activity with her. How do you think the girl would feel?” Basically indirectly asking her about how she feels about last night hahahaha. Bai Ling Ling doesn’t understand though, so she replies “I think it’s a bit awkward. Sometimes when you do this sort of stuff, it’s just to satisfy your own feelings. If the other party doesn’t like you, they will feel a lot of pressure and awkwardness.” Ouch, the worst possible answer! She is terrible at giving advice hahaha, especially when it pertains to herself! Shouldn’t she tell him to confirm how the girl feels first? Lol… Yang Lan Hang feels very upset by her answer and worries that she might have a poor impression of him. It’s also revealed that Yang Lan Hang specially asked Professor Jiang to create this janitor job for Bai Ling Ling and is paying her salary out of his own pocket. Meanwhile, Bai Ling Ling is still puzzled over what online Yang Lan Hang said. Lol, her EQ is just as low as his eh? Bai Ling Ling also wants to take on a second job so that she can earn more money.

Epilogue: Playboy Ouyang’s subordinate did the background check on Guan Xiao Yu’s date and Playboy Ouyang comments on what a horrible person he is, to which his subordinate replies, “Indeed, there seems to be something about Guan Xiao Yu that attracts all the horrible guys” Hahahaha, and he says it with a deadpan face too!

This episode is getting better-ish? I like how they showcase the clear contrast in their world views, but I also… feel like Yang Lan Hang is treading the line a little bit? While what he does isn’t strictly wrong, it doesn’t really sit well with me. Whether you like her, or you believe in her, it’s ok to give her opportunities or guidance, but specially creating a job is kind of a grey area? Also, while I enjoy the double interactions (real life vs online), I kinda feel like he should come clean sooner than later? I’m also struggling to feel Bai Ling Ling’s passion for research.

[Ep5] Besides her daily work, Yang Lan Hang keeps asking her to assist him with his experiments. Bai Ling Ling thinks that he is purposely torturing her, but Yang Lan Hang is actually trying to provide her with opportunities to learn. Tbf, I feel like Yang Lan Hang is a bit out of line here. Instead of making her assist all the time, he should ask her if she is interested in helping out. I also understand that Bai Ling Ling feels like she’s not being paid to do all this, so why is he making her do it? However, that said, if she was really passionate about science, shouldn’t she be seizing at least some of the opportunities??? His incessant requests also make it impossible for her to do her second job.

Bai Ling Ling and online Yang Lan Hang hasn’t talked for days too, because he has been actively avoiding her. He thinks that Bai Ling Ling felt awkward and uncomfortable about the encounter, but Playboy Ouyang enlightens him that if she wasn’t interested in him, she wouldn’t have stayed up so late to watch the movie with him. Anyway, Playboy Ouyang gives him some advice to impress Bai Ling Ling at work, primarily:
  1. Create opportunities to be together
  2. Showcase your seriousness at work
  3. Show her concern above and beyond that of a colleague
Ya…. this is not going to end well. Lol

The next day, Yang Lan Hang starts his plan. First, he substitutes her fitbit with one he altered. This one sends an alert to him whenever her heart rate exceeds 100 lol. Ya, circuitry and soldering is a completely different field from materials science, although it’s not that difficult to pick up… Anyway, Scientist Ouyang shows up at work and scares Bai Ling Ling, immediately helping Yang Lan Hang test his alter fitbit. He tries to implement the 3 steps Playboy Ouyang taught him, by intentionally making Bai Ling Ling stay late with him and working seriously (1&2). Bai Ling Ling keeps hinting that she is tired by yawning and fake-yawning but he just ignores her. He tries to show more concern, so he tells Bai Ling Ling that since it’s so late…… why don’t she just sleep at the staff dormitory downstairs? LOL, could this have gone any worse? You know, if only you had a car to send her home? Lots of other Yang Lan Hang’s wooing fails that I can’t be bothered to cover follows..

At lunch, the team comments that Jing Jing, Scientist Ouyang’s assistant, has two different personalities. She is super quiet when Scientist Ouyang is around, but becomes super bubbly and cheerful the moment he leaves. Fun fact, her name literally translates to Quiet Quiet haha… Yang Lan Hang also confirms that Bai Ling Ling likes his online persona by texting her out of the blue, saying “I miss you” and noting that her heart rate suddenly spiked in response. He laughs to himself joyously, attracting weird looks from the rest of the research team haha.
We get an insight into what everyone thinks of him laughing:

Zhai Qin Yi (YLH’s no. 1 fanboy): He is a genius indeed. I bet he came up with some amazing new idea
Jing Jing: If only Scientist Ouyang is as expressive with his feelings as Yang Lan Hang… But it’s ok, I understand him even if he doesn’t show it.
Zhang Yi An: This guy is so weird, does he never stop thinking about work?
Bai Ling Ling: Sicko… Hahahaha

Bai Ling Ling is super happy to hear from her online “boyfriend” and they agree to talk later tonight. But just when she is about to knock off, Yang Lan Hang asks her to stay back for extra work. Huh? Are you trying to make her hate you in real life? This pushes her to the edge, and she decides to confess her feelings to him, but not really. She’s doing a fake confess so as to scare Yang Lan Hang away and cause him to stay as far away from her as possible. She tells her plan to her online “boyfriend” and Yang Lan Hang tries to defend himself, but she doesn’t listen. Lol, she just told the one person she should never tell the plan to hahahahahaha. Also, what a terrible plan…

The next day, Yang Lan Hang keeps waiting for her to confess, but she is still busy working up the courage. Finally, she changes into a red dress and high heels. She confesses to him super awkwardly hahaha. Yang Lan Hang barely manages to keep his composure…

BLL: I’m telling you… I like you…
YLH: Errr… I thank you…
BLL: I’m telling you… I really really like you…
YLH: I’m telling you… I really really thank you…
This takes the cake for the weirdest conversation ever hahaha...
YLH: How about you take off your clothes first? HAHAHAHA
BLL: ???
YLH: I meant to say, do you want to change back to your uniform or wear a coat first…
BLL: Let me explain. I purposely chose this dress because I wanted to confess to you… Don’t you like it?
YLH: (straining against every fibre of his being to not say yes, rambles) ok, fine, since you like me, from now on you don’t need to go home or anywhere else, just spend 24/7 in the lab and work non-stop…

He then runs off, super flustered and washes his face to regain some composure.
Cdrama getting more and more creative with their bidongs hahaha. Also, Jasper’s face is 10/10
At night, Bai Ling Ling messages her online “boyfriend”.

BLL: Who would’ve known. You were right, he really accepted my confession of love. Lol, turns out when you are the other party, you can predict their actions 100% of the time.
YLH: Ok, then what are you going to do about it? Are you going to keep your word? Oh so this is his plan? To accept her fake confession as a real one and use it to kickstart their relationship? Well, I guess this is one thing our CP has in common, both of them have absolutely terrible plans hahahaha.
BLL: That’s impossible, he’s just purposely messing with me.
YLH: But what if he takes what you said seriously?
BLL: Nah, he is just messing with me and playing a game of chicken…
Lol, the two of them are hilarious...

Meanwhile, Guan Xiao Yu tells Zheng Ming Hao that the person Bai Ling Ling matched with is the same one she chatted with for 6 years and Zheng Ming Hao tells Guan Xiao Yu that the account is owned by Playboy Ouyang. Who needs privacy laws anyway right? The two of them make a pact to get Playboy Ouyang to back off and don’t want to tell Bai Ling Ling because they are afraid of breaking her heart. Guan Xiao Yu calls Playboy Ouyang to meet up, but he plays hard to get and tells her that he will call her once his schedule frees up. He is clearly happy to hear from her though.

On the weekend, Zheng Ming Hao follows Bai Ling Ling to her lab. Ok, what the hell. Literally basic lab rules 101, no unauthorized personnel in the lab. Zheng Ming Hao also looks down on her janitor role. Kinda bordering on actively disliking him now... To explain her importance, Bai Ling Ling starts pointing out various instruments and explaining what they do. Except she points at a simple light microscope and calls it an atomic force microscope HAHAHA… The other machine she calls a nanoindentation device but looks like just a closed fume hood to me? Not sure about his one. Anyway, he offers to help so she lets him help her carry the rubbish out. Cue internal screaming about him handling biohazard waste without gloves. Also without safety training… On his way out, he bumps into Scientist Ouyang and Jing Jing. Without a second word, Scientist Ouyang empties the trash onto the floor.

The length of my recap probably tells you that I’m enjoying the show less and less. Mainly, I’m struggling to find a reason why YLH likes BLL. He is doing so much for her, yet she just keeps behaving like a spoiled brat and also breaking lab rules… Also, there is only so much low EQ humor can entertain me...

[Ep6] Jing Jing also immediately bends down to check through the waste (even more screaming about touching biohazard waste without gloves, this time from a scientist!!!). She confirms that there is no sensitive information in the trash I guess? Scientist Ouyang points at the sign saying no unauthorized personnel is allowed in the lab. Bai Ling Ling explains that it’s only for a short period and she’s getting him to leave now. How is this an explanation though? The rules is no unauthorized personnel, not no unauthorized personnel except for a short while. Still not saying anything, Scientist Ouyang walks off.

After cleaning up, Bai Ling Ling tries to approach Scientist Ouyang. She’s unsure about what to say, so she nervously picks up a glass prism to clean. Kinda weird to have optical prisms in a biologist’s lab though haha.

SO (glances at her): wrong.
JJ: He is saying that you are cleaning the prisms the wrong way. You should do….
BLL: Sorry, I’ll redo it now.
SO: Just leave it.
JJ: He means this is not the first time that you made a mistake. Scientist Ouyang doesn’t want you to waste anyone else’s time anymore and doesn’t want you to touch the equipment anymore.
BLL: What do you mean?
SO: Resign.
JJ: He wishes for you to voluntarily resign and leave the lab.
BLL: But… but why are you saying this is not my first mistake? Then why didn’t you say anything when I made my previous mistakes? If you don’t tell me, how would I know I’m doing things wrong? I admit today is my mistake, but all my previous mistakes, I don’t admit to them. Liking her even less for this. I mean, SO could be more communicative, but like, you should at least respect his authority and ask what mistakes? Instead of straight away saying it’s not your fault?
SO (glares at her): harboring ill intent. 
He shows her the picture of her in a red dress confessing to YLH lol.
BLL: What’s wrong with that? There is no rule against dating in the lab. I have a right to pursue my own happiness!
SO: Fine.
BLL: Oh, does that mean everything is alright then?
JJ: What he means is that you have a right to pursue happiness, but you can’t let it affect your work. The equipment in the lab is extremely expensive and the data we work with is very sensitive, even a piece of scrap paper could contain essential information. If you want other people to respect you, then stop making such simple mistakes.
BLL (stomping off): I don’t understand, how come he only says a single word and yet you can understand so much from it. I don’t understand this either haha.

Afterwards, Jing Jing approaches Bai Ling Ling on her own and tries to comfort her. Bai Ling Ling asks if this is indeed not her first mistake. Jing Jing confirms it, and lists out all her mistakes previously and says Scientist Ouyang is really angry this time and she must leave. She also reveals that Yang Lan Hang has been pleading with Scientist Ouyang to not fire her for her past mistakes and has also been cleaning up her messes secretly.

She’s zoning out at her locker and Yang Lan Hang approaches her. He clips a sapling hairclip on her. I think it looks very bleargh, but perhaps to him, it's more that a sapling is a representation of what she is. He asks her out for dinner, but she says that she has to visit her grandma.
Ok, the hairclip is bleargh, but it looks kinda cute on her.
After work, Yang Lan Hang and Scientist Ouyang spots her getting on Zheng Ming Hao’s bike, to which Scientist Ouyang claims “Liar”. Yang Lan Hang defends her, saying maybe they already previously agreed to meet and visit grandma together. Awww, I do like how understanding he is here. They go for dinner together and Scientist Ouyang comments, “I don’t like her”. Yang Lan Hang replies, “It’s ok. Just me liking her is enough.” Hahahaha

At dinner, they chat, well mostly Yang Lan Hang talks and Scientist Ouyang gives one word answers. They discuss Bai Ling Ling and Yang Lan Hang reminds him of their childhood, where they broke into his dad’s lab and made a huge mess. His dad didn’t chase them out, but only punished them to clean up their own mess. He tells Scientist Ouyang if she leaves on her own accord, he won’t stop her, but if she wants to stay, he hopes Scientist Ouyang can give him another chance just like when they were kids. Ehhh, I get where he is coming from, but the difference is children vs a university graduate… They get interrupted by a random girl who mistakes Scientist Ouyang for Playboy Ouyang, but it seems they are used to it. He curtly replies all her questions and turns her down, all the while carefully moving any open drinks out of her reach. Hahaha, clearly experienced already hahaha

Bai Ling Ling asks Zheng Ming Hao to just drop her at the bus stop but he insists on following her to see grandma. Grandma is obsessed with following dramas, but unfortunately her phone isn’t capable of streaming videos cause it’s a cheap/old model. Grandma takes an instant liking to Zheng Ming Hao. She discusses her grandma’s situation with her doctor. It turns out that grandma has an artificial metal valve replacement on her heart. Zheng Ming Hao sends her home and starts to tell her something (his confession), but she receives a text from her online “boyfriend” so she rushes off to chat with him.

YLH: You are awesome. Don’t beat yourself up.
BLL: Actually, I lied to you previously. I actually felt like working as a janitor was a waste of my talents and I was intending to quit after a month.
YLH: I’m sorry. This is all my fault. I should have discussed it with you first.
BLL: Nah, it’s my problem. I messed up the figure on my thesis, and I used being too tired from my internship as an excuse. I messed up the job interview, and I blamed YLH for picking on me. It never occurred to me that it was my own problems in the first place. That’s why whenever YLH asks me to do stuff or tries to teach me, I get very impatient because I thought he has a superiority complex and why is he making my job as a janitor so tough. But today, I found out this job was not as simple as I thought, and I’m not as capable as I thought too. It’s not people making things difficult for me, it’s just me not being good enough. I can’t even do a janitor’s job properly. Ok, I am suitably impressed here. I’m glad that she is becoming aware of her own shortcomings and realizing that she has been misplacing blame this whole time.
YLH: Don’t say that, I think being able to accurately assess your own capabilities is a good thing. It might sound a little harsh, but I agree with him here, especially if she intends to stay in science. Because research is such a wide and borderless ocean, being able to correctly assess one’s ability and setting achievable goals is essential.
YLH: But don’t let a small failure define your entirety. What you need to do is identify your problems and address them. If you don’t know, learn. If you fail, try and try again. If even you don’t believe in yourself, no-one else will too. I love these lines by Yang Lan Hang. Anyone doing research should really read and digest these lines.
BLL: Actually, I always wanted to do a PhD. Do you think it’s too late to start studying for the entrance exam now? Apparently PhD admissions in China are slightly different? In that they sit for an exam, upon which only the top scholars get accepted and then they choose/assign labs. In most other countries, PhD admissions are often at the sole discretion of the head of the lab, contingent on the slots being available from the department.
YLH: No, it's never too late. The best time to plant a tree is 10 years ago. The second best time, today. D’awww, I like that he is motivating her.

Bai Ling Ling starts taking her work very seriously and gains the recognition and approval of all the other lab members, including Scientist Ouyang. I like him a lot btw, he also reminds me of myself, probably as unbelievable as it sounds hahahaha. Professor Jiang asks to speak to Bai Ling Ling privately and tells her she is being let go. Bai Ling Ling apologizes for her past mistakes and says she wants to improve herself. She tells Professor Jiang that she wants to sit for the PhD admission exams. Because of that, she wants to continue working at the lab so that she can learn more. She is happy to take less money, or even work for free. Before Professor Jiang could answer, Scientist Ouyang walks in and says a single word, “OK”. Ok, I’m starting to feel a bit of her passion for research now, but I do wonder how much of this is her latent passion that YLH ignited, and how much of this is just because she likes YLH.

Playboy Ouyang can’t stop thinking about Guan Xiao Yu either, so he finally texts her, asking to meet up tomorrow. Tomorrow rolls around and Guan Xiao Yu and Geng Pan Pan splashes him with a bucket of ice water. She tells him to stop bothering Bai Ling Ling, but he is confused since he has zero idea who that is. She tells him she knows he is “How long is forever” and warns him, if he keeps bothering Bai Ling Ling, she won’t let him off so easily. Playboy Ouyang tries to clarify but Guan Xiao Yu refuses to believe he is innocent. So he says, “ Fine, I’ll stop bothering Bai Ling Ling… From now on, I will just bother you”. Hahaha. Random tangent, I feel like the 3 males leads in this show are all super good-tempered? I mean, he got splashed with a bucket of ice water and he didn’t even lose his temper or shout at Guan Xiao Yu.

Yang Lan Hang and Scientist Ouyang are discussing work and Zhai Qin Yi crashes in, asking what they are talking about. Yang Lan Hang explains that they are talking about a bioprocessor, which is basically a cell growing tank, providing them with the nutrients and the right environment to grow and differentiate. Pretty accurate-ish. Anyway, Zhai Qin Yi offers to help, so he sends him to assist Doctor Li with whatever he needs. This earns him a curious stare from Scientist Ouyang and Yang Lan Hang replies, “It’s rare that someone wants to do my work for me, I got to seize this opportunity to go pursue romance.” Hahaha, there are times when Yang Lan Hang is such a facepalm block of wood, but then he randomly sprouts this lovey-dovey lines and I’m all confused hahaha...

Bai Ling Ling is hard at work studying in the library, so Yang Lan Hang picks up a book and starts reading it a few seats opposite her, keeping her company. I like how he is simply content being near her, I can totally feel how much he likes her. After working for hours, Bai Ling Ling finally notices that Yang Lan Hang is opposite her. She doesn’t know he is here to keep her company, so she thinks to herself, “Do geniuses have to work this hard as well?”. She slowly dozes off and when she wakes up, Yang Lan Hang has left, but he left a cute paw sweet for her. Oh, Zhai Qin Yi also tells her that their work next week involves the bioprocessor and tells her to read up on it first in preparation.
Love is simply enjoying each other’s presence...
Back at the lab, Scientist Ouyang gets Jing Jing to stick a notice that says “Zheng Ming Hao is forbidden from entering” Hahahaha

JJ: SO, do you really dislike this Zheng Ming Hao guy?
SO: Nope.
JJ: then why…
SO shoots a pointed look at YLH. Wow, what a bro indeed.
JJ: Ah ok, I understand now.

Zhai Qin Yi overhears everything and asks Jing Jing how she has such good chemistry with Scientist Ouyang, she understands all his single words and gestures perfectly. Jing Jing doesn’t answer him, but in her heart she thinks, “As long as you like someone, you will be able to tell what they are thinking all the time.” She flashes back to her first meeting with Scientist Ouyang.. It was love at first sight… D’awwww, I like this couple, they are cuteeeeee

It’s funny how both shows I reviewed so far really step things up on Ep 6, almost as though knowing that this is when they get their first impression score (lol xD). I like this episode a lot because Bai Ling Ling finally owns up to her mistakes and problems. I guess this story is about her growth then, from this immature girl to a scientist capable of standing beside Yang Lan Hang. I also like the chemistry between Scientist Ouyang and Jing Jing, they feel so organic and cute together. D’awwww.

[Ep7] Back at home, Bai Ling Ling is struggling to learn about bioprocessors. She asks her online “boyfriend” for help, and tells him that she decided, as long as she is still a member of the lab, she will put in her utmost effort and try not to get in people’s way. Yang Lan Hang smiles upon reading that, and tells her that she can always approach Yang Lan Hang for help. Hahahaha, 老杨卖瓜,自卖自夸 ownself recommend ownself lol… He tells her that science is never a solo battle, you need to trust your teammates. Agree 100%. Guan Xiao Yu finds out that Bai Ling Ling is still talking to her online “boyfriend”. She’s shocked and tells Geng Pan Pan to pour canteen food waste on Playboy Ouyang. Poor Ouyang, suffering so much on behalf of his bro Yang Lan Hang.

The next day, our CP bumps into each other on the way out of their house, and Yang Lan Hang offers her a lift. Turns out they live almost next to each other haha. She takes the opportunity to ask him about bioprocessors, but Yang Lan Hang is focused on only one thing, where’s her sapling hair clip? Bai Ling Ling misinterpreted it as him wanting the hair clip back, but Yang Lan Hang says it’s his present for her. She clearly hates it lol. She takes a deep breath and puts it on reluctantly. Yang Lan Hang brightens up visibly and starts explaining bioprocessors to her.

At work, Jing Jing struggles with detaching the cells from the surface and Bai Ling Ling helps her out by reminding her that she needs to add a certain chemical. I don’t recognize the chinese chemical names, but she is correct in saying you need to add a chemical to detach the cells from the surface. Afterwards, you then dilute the chemical with cell medium to prevent the chemical from killing the cells. (Can’t remember the chemical name because the last time I did cell work was 6 years ago LOL). She impresses everyone present.

After work, Zheng Ming Hao comes to pick up Bai Ling Ling, causing Yang Lan Hang to become jealous. He organizes an impromptu group dinner (much to the confusion of the rest of the lab) to try and get more time with her and disrupt Zheng Ming Hao’s plans. Lol…. but Zheng Ming Hao is present at the dinner as well and he keeps scooping food for Bai Ling Ling, much to Yang Lan Hang’s displeasure. Zhang Yi An comments on this change in Yang Lan Hang. Previously, he never attended a single social event overseas, and yet now, he suddenly starts actively organizing dinners lol. Yang Lan Hang replies that “Science is never a solo battle.” Hmmm, I wonder if he intentionally used the same phrase as before to hint his identity to Bai Ling Ling. He seriously overestimated her I/EQ. Zhang Yi An comments that the change is still too drastic, and wonders if it’s because he has a new girlfriend, who helped raise his EQ. Zheng Ming Hao, being a total and utter ass, replies, “That’s impossible. How can a guy like him have a girlfriend?” Wtf dude? He was already being super rude with a frowny face throughout the whole dinner, and now he says such an insulting thing? O btw, the person he insulted is the person paying for his dinner. Honestly, I’m starting to find his face punchable. Bai Ling Ling tries to defuse the situation, claiming that it was just a bad joke. Zheng Ming Hao claims that he is helping Bai Ling Ling take revenge for his past actions, but Bai Ling Ling clarifies that the two of them are on ok terms now. Seriously dude? Like first, try and get a handle on the situation before shooting your mouth off. And two, if YLH was truly a terrible and unreasonable boss as you believed, what do you think is going to happen to BLL tomorrow after you insult him? For a computer scientist and a boss of a tech company, he seems a bit lacking in the brain department.

Yang Lan Hang excuses himself and texts Bai Ling Ling as his online persona, while secretly observing her. 

YLH: I think I’ve fallen for a girl.
BLL: Who? If you like her, go chase her! Don’t wuss out…
She does look slightly upset after reading his text though...
YLH: But that girl seems to have a lot of suitors…
BLL hesitatesI think she’s conflicted on what to say. On one hand, she probably hopes it passes since she likes him, but on the other hand, she also wants him to pursue his own happiness.
I think YLH was building up to a confession here? Not sure why else he would message her all of these suddenly, but he backs out at the last second. But the whole conversation just felt very odd...
I think YLH was building up to a confession here? Not sure why else he would message her all of these suddenly, but he backs out at the last second. But the whole conversation just felt very odd...
YLH: Oh, I was just asking for a friend.
BLL’s facial expression clearly shows she doesn’t believe his last statement...

Zheng Ming Hao was about to share his good news with Bai Ling Ling but he gets interrupted by Zhang Yi An congratulating Bai Ling Ling on her good performance and saying he looks forward to her joining the lab as a PhD student. Zheng Ming Hao is shocked and tells her that his business partner has a new girlfriend. I think his good news is something else actually though? Maybe a job offer? After dinner, both guys fight to send her home, but Jing Jing smartly drags her away first hahaha.

Returning home, Guan Xiao Yu tells Bai Ling Ling the real good news, she has a job offer from some big real estate company. However, she is totally distracted and does not process a single word Guan Xiao Yu says. Clearly still hung up on what YLH texted her... Guan Xiao Yu guesses that her distraction was due to the success of Geng Pan Pan emptying the food waste on Playboy Ouyang, causing him to finally back off.
Poor Ouyang……
Returning home, Yang Lan Hang sees Playboy Ouyang in shock, disbelief, despair, sitting on the ground covered with rubbish, cursing the name “How long is forever”... Yang Lan Hang reveals that he is the one using that username. He learns of the whole situation and bribes Playboy Ouyang with a bubble bath to not reveal his identity to Guan Xiao Yu. They agree that he will just say he never used that account, he simply sold the beta invite online and he has no idea who the current user is. Playboy Ouyang is a true bro...
True bros indeed.
The self-study area starts opening for prospective PhD students to study tomorrow, so Yang Lan Hang helps Bai Ling Ling calculate the optimal seat for her to study. Soooo, he starts by calculating head count and what not, which is unrealistic and pretty irrelevant. Also, he said half of 650 is 375… Erm…. ya... The stuff about finding the optimal seat, such as seats near the door have too much foot traffic, is pretty accurate. However, my experience is that library seats rarely get filled up. Most people, myself included, generally prefer to study in our own rooms/house, but things might be different in China.

The next day, while Bai Ling Ling is slowly and methodologically cleaning up the lab, Yang Lan Hang squeezes with the crowd of students, ready to fight to the death for a seat for his love. Hahahaha…. He manages to snatch a seat for Bai Ling Ling, but unfortunately he can’t stay (after all he has his actual work to do), so he just leaves a piece of paper saying “This seat is reserved for Bai Ling Ling”. The other students don’t care though, and simply crumble up the paper and steal the seat after he leaves.
Ok, this is definitely an over-dramatization haha...
By the time Bai Ling Ling arrives, there are no more seats available, except Zheng Ming Hao was also there and he helped to reserve two seats for her. He is also super inconsiderate and yells for Bai Ling Ling, attracting death stares from literally everyone else. She starts studying, so Zheng Ming Hao leaves her to it, saying he will return for lunch.

Yang Lan Hang returns to check on the self-study area and tells Bai Ling Ling she is sitting in the wrong seat. Hahahaha, this I can relate to. He tells her that he calculated that the other seat is optimal lol. Bai Ling Ling reluctantly agrees due to his insistence, and Yang Lan Hang takes the seat opposite her, just looking at her studying. A little cute in his nerdy way, but also a tiny bit creepy. Zheng Ming Hao returns and is displeased that Yang Lan Hang took his seat. An argument starts, and Bai Ling Ling quietly packs up her stuff. She offers to leave so that they can both have a seat. Lol, dummy, there’s no point to the seats if you aren’t there! Both guys yell at her to sit down simultaneously. Hahahaha. They agree to talk about this outside.
Lol, this childish fight and the synchronized, “You sit down” is quite funny
ZMH: Last time, there were a lot of people present. I had to consider Bai Ling Ling’s feelings and reputation, so I couldn’t say a lot of things.
Dude, you’ve said plenty enough last time already. Also, I shudder to think what nonsense he would’ve sprouted if he didn’t hold himself back.
YLH: I don’t like people like you. You go YLH!
ZMH (grabs his jacket): You caused Bai Ling Ling to be unable to graduate, don’t you think you should be accountable for that? You have to give me an explanation!
YLH: I’ve already talked to Bai Ling Ling about this, we have agreed to let the matter rest.
ZMH: That’s with her. How about me?
YLH: What does this have to do with you? Exactly! Who are you to her?
ZMH: I’m her….. Close friend.
YLH: Well then, I guess my relationship with her is slightly closer than you.

Hearing that, Zheng Ming Hao throws a punch at Yang Lan Hang’s face. WTH???? First and foremost, this matter has literally nothing to do with you. Moreover, Bai Ling Ling has told you repeatedly that things are fine already. And worst of all, you can’t out-argue him, so you decide to punch him? How caveman are you? Not only is Zheng Ming Hao an infuriating person, he just feels very poorly written too...

Bai Ling Ling sees the punch and rushes to stop him. Zheng Ming Hao says, “See, now look who she is closer to.” Errr, wth? You weren’t punched, so what is wrong with your brain? Yang Lan Hang calls him childish EXACTLY and Bai Ling Ling asks him to apologize. Zheng Ming Hao refuses because he says Yang Lan Hang provoked him… Clearly we should go around beating up anyone that says anything remotely upsetting to us right? That’s how society works no? Bai Ling Ling tries to get her to apologize, but he keep refusing. At the end of her tether, Bai Ling Ling bribes him with a one-on-one lunch to get him to apologize. Zheng Ming Hao immediately starts smiling like a silly goof and gives Yang Lan Hang an insincere apology. As they walk off, he gloats about the lunch to Yang Lan Hang behind Bai Ling Ling’s back. ??? How dumb is he supposed to be again? His character is suddenly behaving like a lovesick puppy, except that lovesick puppies are cute…

At lunch, Zheng Ming Hao confesses his feelings for Bai Ling Ling, but Bai Ling Ling says “Sorry, I only treat you as a friend. I already have someone that I like”. Zheng Ming Hao replies, “So what, even if you like someone else, that won’t stop me from liking you.” That enlightens Bai Ling Ling, and I think this is the point where she decides to continue liking her online “boyfriend”. She tells him that she can’t tell him not to like her even though she likes someone else, because she is in the same situation, she can’t stop liking her online “boyfriend” just because he likes someone else. Desperate, Zheng Ming Hao tells her that the person she likes is not who she thinks it is. He reveals that the account holder should be Playboy Ouyang. Once again, who cares about confidentiality eh? Bai Ling Ling doesn't believe him though, after all they’ve been chatting online for 6 years. She believes that there must be some mistake somewhere. Urgh, no words for Zheng Ming Hao, I’m just actively erasing his stuff from my memory because so much of what he says irks me. I think Bai Ling Ling handled the situation super well though, from gently letting him down to rationally assessing the situation with her online “boyfriend”.

Zheng Ming Hao tells Guan Xiao Yu that he told Bai Ling Ling everything and she rightfully loses her temper at him. Zheng Ming Hao defends his actions, saying that Bai Ling Ling is capable of thinking for herself and she deserves to know the truth…. Right… That’s why you never agreed to keep this from her in the first place right? O wait… I hate this sort of post-hoc rationalization. He clearly said it in a desperate attempt to woo her and it backfired, but he tries to portray it as some noble act because she has a right to know… They plan to ask Playboy Ouyang out to meet Bai Ling Ling so that she can see the truth.

Bai Ling Ling is affected though, she can’t focus on her studies and keeps staring at the dating app. Finally, she can’t take it and heads home to talk to Guan Xiao Yu. She asks if Playboy Ouyang ever confessed to being “How long is forever”, which Guan Xiao Yu replies with the negative. Bai Ling Ling compares his messages with her online “boyfriend” and confirms that they are two different people because they have different syntax. It’s also revealed she only deleted the cloud copy of her old chat logs with “How long is forever”, she still has a physical copy on her thumb drives.

Guan Xiao Yu gives her some love advice though, that her limbo-like relationship status with her online “boyfriend” is not a good thing. She should either go for it, or give up on it, holding on partially is a terrible feeling. I agree. She goes on to argue for Zheng Ming Hao, saying that since her “online” boyfriend is in Europe, he can’t be there to pick her up with an umbrella when it rains, he can’t be there to take care of her when she is ill and he can’t comfort her when she is upset… T_T. This hit me right in the feels…. My wife and I were in a long distance relationship for a few years, and it always pained me when I was unable to be next to her when she needed me… Bai Ling Ling says she understands all of these, but she says she can still manage on her own, and while this limbo-like state isn’t great, she is going to go for it sooner or later, after all, she is sure that she likes him. D’awwwww

I’m starting to wonder if I just have an active bias against ML’s love rivals, because I just seem to dislike all of them? In my defence though, Zheng Ming Hao is just…. bad, wrong and terrible on so many levels, so I think he is meant to be disliked? Furthermore, his character just seems bland and poorly written. How can he both be a computer scientist/head of a company and yet so dumb? How can he be like a total gangster punk one moment and literally a lovesick puppy wagging his tail the next?

[Ep8] At home, Yang Lan Hang’s mum nags him to see Doctor Li (does he have a heart problem as well?) and Playboy Ouyang agrees to take him. Playboy Ouyang asks him privately if his swollen lip was because of Bai Ling Ling? When Yang Lan Hang replies in the affirmative, Playboy Ouyang goes, “Wow, welcome to the men’s club! You are now someone who has fought in the name of love. Even though you are wounded now, every wound is a medal of your love.” Whut???? Yang Lan Hang replies and calls him childish, “I think fighting is a very dumb thing to do, what’s more, it doesn’t even resolve the issue…” 100% agree…. Playboy Ouyang finds out that his competitor is Zheng Ming Hao, and together they realize that Zheng Ming Hao is probably the one who leaked that “How long is forever?” as Playboy Ouyang to Guan Xiao Yu.

The next day, Yang Lan Hang goes for his appointment while Playboy Ouyang waits outside. While walking around, Playboy Ouyang spies Guan Xiao Yu passing by. It turns out that she and Geng Pan Pan are planning another ambush on him. Lol, caught with their pants down eh? Playboy Ouyang confronts them and clarifies with them that he is not “How long is forever?”. He tells them that he sold the account and don’t know who the current account holder is. He offers her his phone to check through.They finally realize it was their mistake… Awkward…. She quickly offers to compensate him for his dry-cleaning, his meal and a spa to make up for all that they’ve done. Playboy Ouyang turns her down, saying that he wants mental compensation instead. Guan Xiao Yu misunderstands and goes, “Ok, what movie do you want to watch? Or what book? I’ll happily buy it for you…” Playboy Ouyang says, “Nope, I want you…. To be my girlfriend” Somehow, this overbearing CEO schtick is working for me here haha… Guan Xiao Yu refuses, coming up with the excuse that she already has a “boyfriend”, Geng Pan Pan. Playboy Ouyang replies, “It’s ok. I can wait. The two of you are doomed to break up sooner or later”. It’s later revealed that the two of them aren’t a real couple, it’s a lie to deter Playboy Ouyang. However, it’s clear that Geng Pan Pan is super infatuated with her. A short flashback reveals that Geng Pan Pan finally recognized that Playboy Ouyang was the one who saved them at the bar last time (Ep 3).

At his doctor’s appointment, it’s revealed that Yang Lan Hang has a heart problem, and his research is actually geared towards treating his own condition as well. It hasn’t been made super clear what his research is on, but it clearly has something to do with hearts given that literally every other diagram in the lab is the picture of a heart. Yang Lan Hang notices that it suddenly started raining, so he immediately rushes out of the room and texts Bai Ling Ling as his online persona, asking her if it’s raining at her side.

Bai Ling Ling is surprised that he knows, and lies to him that she has an umbrella. In actual fact, she is stranded at the study room entrance. Our knight in shining armour, Yang Lan Hang, pulls up in a cab, all ready to give her an umbrella… except Zheng Ming Hao shows up first…. Bleargh. He sends her home while holding the umbrella for her. Yang Lan Hang watches quietly and sadly from his cab…
That night, Bai Ling Ling spikes a fever, falling ill from the rainy weather. She texts her online “boyfriend” that she is ill, and Yang Lan Hang immediately demands her address and phone number. He spends the entire night cooking food for her and even delivers it personally. Except he lies that he asked a friend to bring it to her. Bai Ling Ling is super happy to receive the entire spread from her online “boyfriend” and starts to wonder if the girl that he likes is her…. You dummy, took you long enough! Based on all the cdramas I watched, and also personal experience, if a guy tells a girl that he likes someone but doesn’t tell her who, 90% of the time she is that someone hahahahaha…She messages him “Wow, this is all home cooked? Isn’t this too much trouble for your friend?”, to which he replies, “It’s no trouble, it’s his honour to cook for you” Hahahaha… She also realizes that the food tastes familiar, but she can’t put her finger on it. She jokes that it’s probably the taste of love… LOL, I was not prepared for this sudden cheesiness…
Note the contrast between the spread of food he lovingly prepared for her and the tiny bowl of porridge that he is having…
Bai Ling Ling brings her grandma to the hospital, but she gets into a huge argument with her grandma because she accepted a phone as a gift from Zheng Ming Hao behind her back. Bai Ling Ling wants to return the phone but Grandma refuses. Bai Ling Ling snatches the phone over and tells her that she shouldn’t accept gifts without telling her… The two of them have a huge argument and Grandma runs off. Ehhhh, first, Zheng Ming Hao is an ass for doing this behind her back. I understand wanting to help out, but then you should have given it to Bai Ling Ling for her grandma. Doing this behind her back because you know she will turn you down is just dumb and causing trouble - it will inevitably lead to some argument between her and grandma. Bai Ling Ling also overreacted somewhat, after all, it’s not entirely Grandma’s fault, plus she could have paid Zheng Ming Hao for the phone instead to clearly define their boundaries. And Grandma clearly enjoyed using the phone to watch tv series a lot… At the same time, Grandma needs to be more understanding, because her accepting this phone would make Bai Ling Ling feel indebted to Zheng Ming Hao…

Bai Ling Ling searched high and low for her grandma, but she’s nowhere to be found. After a long long search, a nurse finally brings Grandma back. Both of them say some harsh words, but they actually really really care for each other. They just don’t know how to express it. Not knowing what to say, Bai Ling Ling gives her a long, tight hug… As a Chinese myself, this is too relatable… See random thoughts.
Hug scene *tears*
Bai Ling Ling recounts the day’s events to her online “boyfriend”.

BLL: DId I go too overboard?
YLH: No, your intentions were good, you just went about it the wrong way.
BLL: Ya, actually I thought about it, I could have just paid him back the money. But that phone was so expensive, I don’t have that much cash on hand…. At the end of the day, it’s just because I’m too useless. I say that I’m filial, but I can’t even give her what she likes the most..
YLH: I have a suggestion, why don’t you get her a tablet instead since she just wants to watch shows right? Tablets are cheaper and have a larger screen too. Plus there’s constantly new models coming out, so buying a second-hand one is probably within your budget.

He then provides her with a website that sells second-hand electronics, and grabs Playboy Ouyang’s tablet to list and sell on the same website. Hahaha, that’s cute and innovative. See Zheng Ming Hao, this is how you help the person you love out, not by going behind their backs and causing trouble. Poor Playboy Ouyang though, his tablet gets snatched, but at least he is getting a new tablet the next day hahaha.

To help Bai Ling Ling study, Yang Lan Hang creates a chat group with everyone else from the lab. He wants everyone to take turns to teach Bai Ling Ling and help her with her exam preparation. Without a single word, Scientist Ouyang leaves the chat and repeatedly refuses Yang Lan Hang’s invitations to rejoin the chat. So true to his character haha. Zhai Qin Yi is super excited to be invited to what he perceives to be the “in” group and happily lists out his available timings. Yang Lan Hang replies “Ok, thank you” and instantly removes him from the chat group. Lol…. Awks…
Happiness and Sadness is just a split second difference.
Guan Xiao Yu finds out that Geng Pan Pan has been sending roses to someone very frequently, so she suspects that he has someone he likes. She feels guilty because she roped him in to be her pretend boyfriend and worry that she is interfering with his relationship. Bai Ling Ling points out that she thinks that the girl that he likes is Guan Xiao Yu, but she counters that she has never received flowers… Dummy, how about all the flowers you got Bai Ling Ling to turn down for you?

Yang Lan Hang also calls Bai Ling Ling and tells her that he has discussed with the professor and arranged for her to study in the storage room next to the lab, so that she doesn’t have to fight for seats anymore, and can also approach them for help easily if she has any questions. Bai Ling Ling tries to turn him down… so he blackmails her into accepting by using her love confession hahahaha… She instantly changes her tune and agrees hahaha...
His script is so cute!!!! Just missing a flowchart of possible replies haha
The next day, Yang Lan Hang wakes up super early to tidy up the entire storage room. Bai Ling Ling tries to escape, but Zhai Qin Yi intercepts her and drags her to the storage room. Bai Ling Ling mistakes this as a torture by Yang Lan Hang because she’s been to the storage room before and it was an utter mess. They turn into the storage room and Zhai Qin Yi is like what are you talking about? Lol…
Lol, literally the difference between heaven and hell
Everyone in the lab takes turns helping Bai Ling Ling, who is also working super hard on her own accord.Yang Lan Hang quietly helps her as his senior, and also shows her support as her online “boyfriend”. Finally, the day of the exam rolls about

Epilogue: It turns out Guan Xiao Yu has installed a CCTV in front of their door, so they have video footage of who delivered the food for Bai Ling Ling’s online “boyfriend”. Yang Lan Hang was wearing a hoodie and a mask though, so they weren’t able to recognize him on the CCTV, though Bai Ling Ling finds his silhouette familiar…

Ok, I feel that Yang Lan Hang is maturing as well, the way that he is helping her feels a lot more comfortable and acceptable to me. He is helping her by giving her the tools she needs to succeed, rather than bending the rules or creating fictitious positions for her. Oh, and I was also quite touched by the breakfast. Playboy Ouyang and Guan Xiao Yu are finally making progress too, excited to see how they will develop, though I suspect the Geng Pan Pan arc is going to last a while… Also, random thought, but Geng Pan Pan feels a little off. I worry that drama is going to make him go psycho or something once Guan Xiao Yu rejects him >.<

[Ep9] Guan Xiao Yu tells Geng Pan Pan that they can stop pretending to be a couple anymore. O man, the disappointment on his face... He asks her what are her New Year’s Eve plans, and she replies that she wants to attend the school’s New Year Ball. She heard a superstition that significant life events are often correlated with significant times (such as the start of the New Year), so she wonders if she would meet her one true love then? Then, the two of them can have a kiss to wash away the past and welcome their future together. Lol, the foreshadowing....

Things are getting a lot better between Bai Ling Ling and her grandma. It’s New Year’s Eve, so the two of them decide to take a trip out and explore the night markets. Bai Ling Ling texts her plans to her online “boyfriend”. Yang Lan Hang is having New Year’s Eve dinner with his parents, so he proposes going out for a walk after dinner and stalk their future daughter-in-law? Hahahaha…

Meanwhile, Guan Xiao Yu is getting ready to go to the ball, and so is Geng Pan Pan. He’s all suited up and prepared to confess his feelings to her the moment the clock strikes 12. As Guan Xiao Yu alights in front of the school, her bag gets snatched by a thief. She gives chase and Playboy Ouyang just happens to drive past with Scientist Ouyang. He immediately abandons Scientist Ouyang and rushes off to help Guan Xiao Yu. Scientist Ouyang doesn’t know how to drive, so he calls Jing Jing and says “Where are you? Save me!” Ooooooo, our 3 couples are all going to be together to welcome the start of the new year?

Bai Ling Ling and her grandma are playing around at the night markets and they chance upon a wishing tree. Grandma insists on writing down their wishes and tying it to the tree. Bai Ling Ling’s wish is to “Meet the person she likes soon :)” Oops, that ain’t happening cause you’ve already met him haha… While tying her wish, she sees her Grandma’s wish to still be YY’s mum and Ling Ling’s grandma in the next life so that she can repay all that she owes them in this life. *tears* Too touching already… Right in the feels T_T….

Yang Lan Hang is at the same night market as well, searching for her. He spies her hanging up her wish on the wishing tree and watches on as she loses her balance and starts to fall… The countdown to the new year starts as he races to catch her while she falls… At the same time, Playboy Ouyang is wrestling with the thief for Guan Xiao Yu’s bag. Guan Xiao Yu lunges for the thief and… Our last couple just quietly sits in the car, driving home as the countdown starts. Come come, place your bets on which couple is going to get the new year’s kiss!

Guan Xiao Yu and Playboy Ouyang accidentally kiss! Embarrassed, Guan Xiao Yu grabs her bag and runs off. Playboy smiles like a fool as he watches the fireworks sparkle overhead. Yang Lan Hang merely catches Bai Ling Ling, and wisher her “Happy New Year!” They smile at each other as fireworks sparkle overhead. Jing Jing quietly wishes Scientist Ouyang Happy New Year, and a hint of a smile appears on his lips as fireworks sparkle overhead.
Ushering in the new year with our 3 CPs!
Bai Ling Ling officially passes the PhD entrance exam and the entire lab goes to a karaoke plus dinner place to celebrate. Guan Xiao Yu also comes along to celebrate. She complains to Bai Ling Ling that Playboy Ouyang has scared off all her prospective boyfriends, so how about she seduce Yang Lan Hang to get some revenge for her? Bai Ling Ling immediately stops her, telling her that they are ok with each other now. You better be! After all that he has done for you!

Scientist Ouyang and Jing Jing show up, and an awkward Guan Xiao Yu tries to escape unnoticed. Jing Jing whispers to Bai Ling Ling that Scientist Ouyang wanted to come help her celebrate on his own accord. I guess this is drama’s way of telling us BLL is actually passionate about research? So much so that she can win over the stoic Scientist Ouyang? Guan Xiao Yu mistakes Scientist Ouyang as Playboy Ouyang lol, and Bai Ling Ling doesn’t know enough to correct her. Trying to escape, Guan Xiao Yu ends up bumping into Scientist Ouyang instead. She starts to talk to him, but Scientist Ouyang just continues walking. Hahahaha…. Guan Xiao Yu thinks he is trying to play hard to get, so she bets with herself he will turn around in 10 seconds. She counts down but Scientist Ouyang just continues walking. Finally, she can’t bear it anymore and confronts Scientist Ouyang. Scientist Ouyang simply answers in the affirmative to all her questions, so she happily concludes that Playboy Ouyang is no longer interested in her and has given up on wooing her. All the right elements for an epic misunderstanding is present haha.

After partying, Bai Ling Ling is very drunk, so Yang Lan Hang sends her home, claiming that it’s on his way home. In the car, drunk Bai Ling Ling yells out the window that she is very happy. She also tells him that she really really hates Yang Lan Hang.

BLL: Imagine if someone caused you to be unable to graduate, made you lose your job and then even use his professional position to torture you for his personal vendetta…
YLH: I don’t have any personal vendetta..
BLL: I’m just asking you if this person is annoying! Are you annoying?
YLH: (gives up on reasoning with her) Yes annoying. I’m annoying hahahaha
BLL: I know I was wrong about my thesis, and you were right. You also cleared up all my messes in the lab. But, but… I just can’t forgive you, because you keep using my love confession to threaten me…(I mean he uses it to threaten her in order to help her though…)
BLL: But this time, I have to admit, if not for you and all your help, I wouldn’t have been able to do so well for this exam. Thank you. So I, unilaterally, decide to forgive you and forget all our past grudges…
YLH: I thought we agreed to do so already?
BLL: That’s what you think (and laughs like a maniac)

Zheng Ming Hao calls Bai Ling Ling to congratulate her, and also reveals that he has left for Shenzhen because it’s better for his company to continue developing there. He told her all of these over voice messages because he didn’t know how to tell her in person. He's afraid that she will not even try to stop him, but also more afraid that she would tell him to stay, because he would, if she asked. He also tells her that he is willing to let go of her, as long as she’s happy. But she isn’t happy, after she leaves, who is going to carry an umbrella for her when it rains? She can’t live the rest of her life hugging a phone right? Annoyed, Yang Lan Hang snatches the phone away. Yayyyyy, good riddance Zheng Ming Hao. And also, what a cowardly character, you don’t even have the guts to tell the girl you like goodbye? Instead, you leave her voice messages and randomly decide that she’s not happy? Do you have omniscence or something?

Bai Ling Ling is feeling nauseous, so Yang Lan Hang pulls over for her to puke. She asks him, “Why does no-one believe that me and him can have a happy ending? Actually nevermind, even I sometimes don’t believe it. You know, that day when it was raining, I didn’t have an umbrella, but I lied. Because I was worried that he wouldn’t care, wouldn’t do anything, so I didn’t tell him the truth. Do you think this is a sign of low self-confidence? I don’t dare ask his name, look for his picture, much less confess my love. I’m afraid that if I do, I will destroy this beautiful illusion that I created. I’m scared that when we meet each other, the versions of each other that we love will be shattered by reality. It’s like I have a sweet. I believe that this sweet is the best candy in the world, so as long as I don’t eat it, I can maintain this belief. But what happens if I eat it and find that it’s not sweet? Who doesn’t want to eat sweets? Who doesn’t want to be in love? I want to tell him, six years, it’s been six years and I really really love him….” Tell her now you dummy!!!! Go for it… Except they get interrupted by her throwing up lol… O man, that was such a romantic confession. It feels so real, so relatable… I understand how she feels, because she has liked him for 6 years, she has built up this perfect image of him in her mind, so she is scared of seeing the real him, and being disappointed when the real him doesn’t measure up. But I think one ultimately has to live in reality, so they have to meet sooner or later, and kicking the can down the road will only result in a greater contrast between fantasy and reality. Just rip off the band-aid! 长痛不如短痛...

Guan Xiao Yu goes back to her favourite bar that she has been avoiding to avoid Playboy Ouyang. Playboy Ouyang shows up and asks her how she is so daring to show up at his favourite bar. The rest of the night is a blur… until she wakes up in Playboy Ouyang’s bed. Don’t worry, Playboy Ouyang is a gentleman and he took the couch. Guan Xiao Yu yells at him for taking advantage of her, but Playboy Ouyang is like what the heck is wrong with you? You got drunk last night and refused to let go of me, so I had no choice but to bring you home!

The next morning, Bai Ling Ling wakes up to a text from her online “boyfriend”, “I like you! Let’s meet” Bai Ling Ling is overjoyed and shares the happy news with Guan Xiao Yu. She replies, “I like you too!”. But the surprise doesn’t stop there… He tells her to look out the window, where he released a whole bunch of balloons. On each balloon, 008520 (008, I love you) is written. D’awww who says our scientist is not a romantic?

Epilogue: After Bai Ling Ling finishes throwing up, Yang Lan Hang confesses that he is her online “boyfriend”, except she has passed out and doesn’t remember. O man, is she going to randomly remember this incident and that’s how she discovers his identity?

Can we just take a minute to celebrate the departure of the annoying Zheng Ming Hao? Our main CP is also finally together… sorta? I feel like this dual identity is a ticking time bomb though… Given what we’ve seen of Bai Ling Ling, she might end up just breaking up with him when she finds out >_<. Also, I feel like show hasn’t fully addressed my main issue with the show so far, which is I can’t see Bai Ling Ling’s passion for research. And that makes me wonder how much of what she does is because she really likes research vs because she is chasing in the footsteps of “How long is forever?”

[Ep10Bai Ling Ling takes a balloon and happily ties it to her jar of coins. Sudden random thought, that jar of coins must be bloody heavy, one coin is ~5g? So 1338 coins is 6.7kg!!!! She asks her online boyfriend, “Aren’t you very busy with your research?”

YLH: Busy is the default state of all researchers, but no matter how busy, I will always make time for important events… and people 
Who is this and what have you done with our nerdy scientist!!?!
YLH: Don’t you want to see me?
BLL: It’s not that, it’s just that it’s a bit sudden….
YLH: It’s not sudden at all, I’ve been contemplating this for a long time. Perhaps I’m just too greedy. I wish that you can ignore my accolades, finances and all other external factors, and just love me for who I am. But at the same time, I wish that besides my soul, you can accept everything about me. I hope that when you see me, you would still like me… (and not kick my ass for being Yang Lan Hang hahahaha…)

He tells her that he is returning to China next week, and both of them are looking forward to that day with nervous anticipation. Bai Ling Ling and Guan Xiao Yu chat about her online boyfriend, who is finally earning Guan Xiao Yu’s approval. I quite enjoy these bestie moments, but plot-wise, they are really just talking about nothing at all, so I just breeze past most of them. Just note that they are great besties hahaha… Bai Ling Ling asks Guan Xiao Yu what happened last night and why is she still in last night’s clothes?

GXY: I don’t want to talk about it… It’s a pair of twins….
BLL (touches GXY’s tummy): You’re pregnant? When was this??? LOLLLLLLL
GXY: What are you thinking of! I’m talking about twin brothers!!!
BLL: WHAT? You haven’t started showing yet and you already know their gender? Too funnyyyyy
GXY (pushes BLL’s head): I’m talking about Playboy Ouyang! He has a twin, Scientist Ouyang!  lollllllll

Bai Ling Ling gets a call from Professor Jiang, asking her for a favor. There is a 100 hour long oxidation experiment being run by a senior, but he needs to leave for a conference. So he is asking her to help watch over the experiment for 30 hours until he gets back. From what I gather, it’s probably testing the longevity of a newly developed material by putting it in an oxygen-rich, high-pressure chamber, so as to quicken the oxidation process. You can think of it as speeding up time essentially, so putting the material in the chamber for an hour might be equivalent to leaving it exposed to ambient oxygen for say a week or something. Scientifically accurate, but…. No idea why it needs to be monitored 24/7 though. It seems like she is taking some readings every hour or something, but you can always just take a time-lapse video or hook it up to a computer or something. I guess it could be a safety issue, but it’s a bit… of a stretch. I’ve left my fair share of experiments running overnight, or even over the weekend with no issues...

Guan Xiao Yu goes to check up on Geng Pan Pan and finds out that he got injured in a car accident and is currently hospitalized. She wants to visit him, but he turns her down. She’s worried that she offended him when she was drunk, but he reassures her that he’s not angry and just didn’t want him to worry. He tells her not to worry and quickly hangs up. His behavior seems a bit weird? Idk, can’t really put my finger on it. 

Flashback to the night in question, Guan Xiao Yu gets wasted and Playboy Ouyang supports her as they exit the bar. Geng Pan Pan arrives just in time to stop them, and says that he will send her home instead as he is her boyfriend. Playboy Ouyang replies “Don’t think I don’t know what schemes you are up to…” Is this just implying that Playboy Ouyang knows about his crush? But it sounds like something more nefarious to me? Drunken Guan Xiao Yu calls him her best friend, which breaks his heart, and he stood there frozen as she leaves the bar with Playboy Ouyang. This flashback doesn’t really tally with the story he told Guan Xiao Yu though, he said he got injured chasing her and Playboy Ouyang out, but we don’t see it? I’m going to feel so bad if he turns out to be just a genuinely nice guy, but I am very suspicious of Geng Pan Pan at the moment...

Bai Ling Ling gets all prepared for her 30-hour marathon, and it’s going somewhat smoothly. The only thing is that the lab is very cluttered and messy. She gets an encouraging text from her online boyfriend which totally perks her up. However, early in the morning, she gets startled by mice in the lab, so she rushes out to get rat traps and rat poison. !!! What about the experiment girl! Couldn’t you call literally anyone else to get the poison? Or you know, at least inform someone that you are leaving?

Yang Lan Hang is up super early, making breakfast for Bai Ling Ling. He can’t be there with her, so this is his way of accompanying her in spirit… D’awwwww… Playboy Ouyang asks him why doesn’t he just accompany her there then? Yang Lan Hang replies that “As someone that likes her, I want to help her, to assist her, or even do the experiment for her. But as a scientist, I understand that this is something that she has to go through herself. Because this arduous journey is something that we all have to go through… The only thing we can do is wait for her at the finish line and cheer her on. She needs to experience this to understand the perseverance and determination that is required in this field.” I really agree with this, he can do the experiments for her now, sure, but is he going to be able to do every experiment for her forever? And also, I agree that perseverance and determination is super important in research, and it’s not something that can be taught, it’s something that you need to discover within yourself. Side note, a random thing that bugs me, he claims that one of his labmates did a 10,000 hours oxidation experiment… That’s 400+ days lol, pretty sure no-one did 400+ days of hourly recording for an oxidation experiment… 

Bai Ling Ling tries to leave the building, but the stairwell is locked, so she contemplates jumping from the second floor ledge???. Zheng Ming Hao (why is he back???) stops her from jumping and gets someone to unlock the gate for her. He’s back for an investment meeting. Meanwhile, Yang Lan Hang arrives at an empty lab. He is visibly disappointed and simply continues recording the readings for her. He also starts eating the food he prepared for her.


Bai Ling Ling is on her way back when she notices that Yang Lan Hang is in the lab through the webcam she set up. She rushes back and tries to gauge his emotions…


BLL: Oh, why are you here?

YLH:...

BLL: Oh, you also haven’t had breakfast? I also haven’t… It looks quite tasty, can I have a bite? 

BLL reaches for one, but YLH pushes her hand away.

BLL: Why don’t you go home and eat? I can take care of things here..

YLH continues giving her the cold shoulder

BLL: Ok, I know I’m in the wrong. I know I shouldn’t have left the lab without informing anyone. But I just left for a tiny period to get some rat poison. I didn’t leave for more than an hour…

YLH:...

BLL: I’m really sorry. I promise I won’t do it again.

YLH (softens slightly): So the only mistake you made was to leave the experiment unattended?

BLL: I also shouldn’t have tried to be smart and use the webcam…

YLH seems to have forgiven her, and opens up another lunchbox for her. 

BLL: Since I admitted my mistake, you won’t tell Professor Jiang right? I’m afraid that if he knows, he’ll kick me out of the doctorate programme. O man…. The worst thing to say right now…

YLH (visibly pissed now, but still talking in a super restrained voice): Since you came back, you have yet to ask me about the experiment, about whether anything went wrong…

BLL: But you are here, so what could go wrong…

YLH: So? So to you, compared to a brilliant report card, compared to whether you can stay on the doctorate programme, this experiment doesn’t matter? BLL, why did you try so hard to get into the doctorate programme? 

BLL: to become better….

YLH: And then? Have a better CV? Get into a better-paying job?

BLL: Is there anything wrong with that? 

YLH: No, nothing wrong…

He angrily packs up everything, dumps it in the trash and stomps off.


Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh, so disappointed in BLL here. I think YLH is spot on in his criticism, that she was keen to admit her mistake and apologize because she is worried about herself, and not about the experiment. Sure, it’s unlikely to have gone wrong when YLH is there, but what about during the period when neither of you were? Sure, I think the webcam solution is quite smart, but if she wanted to do it, at least clear it with the supervisors first. For all you know, they might have already thought of the idea and rejected it because of various factors such as safety or reliability. I also totally understood YLH’s disappointment at the end. Yes, there’s nothing wrong with just wanting a better-paying job, but he had so much higher expectations for BLL. Also, I just think that this would not have been an issue at all if she had just stopped to think for a second. Call someone to take over if you are so scared of the mouse. Or else call someone else to buy the rat poison then. Or at the very least, inform your supervisors of what you are going to do and seek their approval first...


Bai Ling Ling messages her online boyfriend “I’m doomed. I didn’t take the experiment seriously and got caught red-handed by Yang Lan Hang. But I don’t understand why he got so angry, it’s not even his experiment! It looks like we are not destined to be friends… Do you think he will tell on me to the professor?” Girl…. Why did you have to include the last sentence………… Yang Lan Hang angrily turns off his phone and tosses it aside. Ehhhhh, I understand you are disappointed in her, but isn’t this like the advantage of your dual identity? Use your online persona to calmly explain to her why he is angry and why he is so disappointed in her… It might not be her or his experiment, but this experiment is the accumulation of someone’s blood, sweat and tears. So she should accredit it with just as much importance as if it was her own, just like when someone is helping her with her experiment in future, she would hope they take it as seriously right?


Zheng Ming Hao brings breakfast over for Guan Xiao Yu and Bai Ling Ling and tries to convince her to take up a job at some big conglomerate. However, she turns him down, saying that given how difficult it was for her to get into the doctorate programme, she wants to finish it, no matter how tough it is. He tries to change her mind, asking her why she wanted to get into the programme in the first place? 


BLL: A PhD graduate probably has an easier time finding a job than a basic graduate…

ZMH: Exactly, previously I supported you doing a PhD so that you can find a better job. But now a better job offer is already here, so why don’t you take it?

GXY: I agree. After all, look at all those millionaires, such as Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, they are all school dropouts. OMG, I hate this statement so freaking much. Using a few literal outliers to justify dropping out is the stupidest possible train of thought. For every Bill Gates, there are probably a million others who regret dropping out of school. It’s like saying, oh, this one guy fell from nine stories high and didn’t die, so why don’t all of us jump from nine stories now then? Imagine the amount of time we save!!!!


Oh, another random tangent. Scientists aren’t actually that well-paid. Sure if you compare starting pays, PhD holders have a higher starting pay. But if you compare the starting pay of a PhD holder vs a graduate with 4-years working experience (the equivalent time of a PhD), they are usually quite similar, or even slightly higher for the graduate. Of course, all these vary a lot depending on the field of study, country, industry or academia, etc, but the key takeaway is, doing a PhD is not a get-rich-quick method. 


Bai Ling Ling turns both of them down. I guess this is show’s way of showing us that despite what Bai Ling Ling says, she isn’t just doing a PhD for the money, she’s actually interested in science? Kind of a stretch though…. She also has not had a reply from her online boyfriend in the past two days, so she messages him, telling him her situation and asks for his opinion. Ehhhh, kinda disappointed in YLH tbh. I get your YLH persona is mad at her, but your online boyfriend persona isn’t. So why is your online persona giving her the cold shoulder too? We understand that it’s because you are the same person, but what about BLL? 


Epilogue: Yang Lan Hang’s nightmare. He approaches Bai Ling Ling and tells her, I am Yang Lan Hang. First, she laughs in disbelief, and then afterwards she threatens to block him again if he continues insisting he is Yang Lan Hang. He caves, and just says “I am How long is forever?” and she hugs him. Lol, I guess this is to show us that he is very scared of her rejection of the real him.


Haiiii, very disappointed in BLL this episode. I just don’t understand how she can have such a flippant attitude towards experiments and yet be interested in research? I am on Yang Lan Hang’s side 100% during the argument, though I think giving her the cold shoulder for 2 days afterwards is a tiny bit childish. He should try and make her understand why what she did is wrong, and why he was so mad.


[Ep11Yang Lan Hang calls Bai Ling Ling late at night, asking her to translate a journal article to chinese by tomorrow morning. She tries to bargain for more time, but he just hangs up on her. Lol…. Annoyed, Bai Ling Ling simply copies the entire text into google translate and sends the translated version to Yang Lan Hang. Haha, it’s both errrr, amusing and dumb at the same time… But mostly irresponsible really. Like you are being assigned a task by your boss and this is how you do it? It’s just things like this that make me doubt her passion for research. 

Getting into bed, Bai Ling Ling accidentally knocks over a heavily rusted metal box filled with coins and little notes. She flashes back to when she was a kid, her mum was wheeled away in a hospital. A little boy approaches her and gives her the same metal box. He tells her not to worry and just use the money to buy her mum a new heart and she won’t die. The money was originally saved up to buy himself a new heart, so she asks him what about him? He reassures her that he will be fine without it because he is a genius. Awwww, they knew each other even as kids? BLL doesn’t know the boy is YLH, but does he know that the girl is BLL? 


Early next morning, Yang Lan Hang calls her to come down immediately. Bai Ling Ling is in no mood to be ordered around though, so she takes her own sweet time getting ready and eating breakfast. Eh, her behaviour is super childish and irritating. I seriously cannot stand people being late, especially more so when they know I’m waiting for them and they are still intentionally taking their time. Moreover, he didn’t even report her irresponsible behaviour to the professor. Honestly, I still don’t understand what he sees in her… Even Guan Xiao Yu keeps nagging her to go down faster.


Yang Lan Hang brings her to the hospital, where her grandma is volunteering for a clinical trial involving experimental valve replacement surgery. Yang Lan Hang starts to explain the clinical trial, but Bai Ling Ling cuts him off and refuses to let her grandma participate. This leads to a massive argument between grandma and Bai Ling Ling and Bai Ling Ling takes her frustrations out on Yang Lan Hang, accusing him of using her grandma to get back at her. BLL is wayyyyy out of line here. I don’t get why she keeps thinking of YLH as someone petty/trying to get back at her when all he has been doing is trying to help her. If anything, she has always been the petty one and doing ridiculous stuff like disrupting his lectures and not doing her work properly… From a relative’s POV, I understand the hesitancy towards joining a clinical trial, because there can be unforeseen side-effects. But nowadays, all clinical trials are heavily regulated by national and international safety committees, so the least she could do is have the decency to hear YLH out...


Grandma tries to explain to Bai Ling Ling and gets quite agitated, so Yang Lan Hang drags Bai Ling Ling away to talk to her privately. It turns out that the day Grandma got lost, she actually tried to commit suicide but Yang Lan Hang stopped her. Grandma was actually suffering from severe depression, exacerbated by insomnia brought on by the constant sounds of her metallic heart valve. T_T....


Bai Ling Ling feels guilty, but explains that there’s no other choice, since the only other alternative, a valve derived from animal tissue, can only last 20 years, after which it needs to be replaced again. Accurate. Yang Lan Hang explains that their clinical trial is the third option, which is growing a valve using the recipient’s own cells. This way, the valve won’t degrade and also won’t be rejected by the body. Errrrrr, theoretically yes. But practically, where is he getting the stem cells from? And also, it’s a very complex procedure to get the cells to differentiate and grow into the correct organization. More importantly, this is a cell/tissue biologist field of work, so I’m not sure where he comes in as a material scientist? The explanation is that he builds the scaffolding for the valve so that cells can attach, but that’s kinda not really materials research… Oh also, time-line wise, afaik, it takes years to even reach the stage of clinical trials from lab experiments for this sort of novel material/surgeries.


He explains that it’s not at the clinical stage yet, but perhaps Grandma is just too anxious. Bai Ling Ling thanks him for saving her grandma and giving her a motivation to live. Yang Lan Hang tells her that she doesn’t have to feel guilty and that her grandma is already super grateful to her, and never resented her for anything. Awwww…. Bai Ling Ling also agrees to the clinical trial, when the time comes around.  Yang Lan Hang has also applied for a psychologist to make weekly visits for Grandma. Seriously, what has BLL done in her past lives to deserve YLH???


Bai Ling Ling asks about the progress of the experiment, and Yang Lan Hang replies that they are currently finalizing the initial plans and getting ready to start animal trials soon. I think time-line wise, this is just being expedited along ridiculously fast for plot purposes so I’m just going to stop commenting on it. Just remember that it takes eons to go from basic research to actually being used in humans. Bai Ling Ling asks to join the team. She previously thought about quitting, but now she’s changed her mind. She wants to know everything about the valve that is going into her grandma. Yang Lan Hang takes the chance to lecture her gently about the terrible google translate article, “Even if it isn’t your grandma here today, it will still be someone’s grandma or relative, so as scientists, we have a responsibility to always do our best, and not just clock in the hours. The purpose of us doing research is to help save previously unsaveable lives, to guide humanity towards a better future. So I hope that as long as you are still doing research, you will take everything you do seriously.” Bai Ling Ling apologizes about the google translation, but she defends her past decisions (wanting to quit to earn more money). Yang Lan Hang replies, “Indeed, there is nothing wrong with wanting to earn more money and a better job. But if everyone thinks this way, the world will not become a better place.” Wow, YLH’s speech is hitting all the right notes for me and totally resonates with me. I could not have put it better myself. I was slightly worried when he brought BLL to Grandma, because it looked a bit manipulative? But the flashback revealed that he didn’t even know that it was BLL’s grandma initially. Moreover, I really like the sentence about how even if it’s not her grandma, it would be someone else’s. Of course, we would want our family to get the best possible treatment, but remember, everyone we meet is also someone else’s family, so we should treat them the same way we would want our family to be treated. This is not just about research, but also about our daily interactions with our friends, colleagues, bosses, subordinates and even strangers on the street. 


Bai Ling Ling messages Zhen Ming Hao, turning down his job offer and he leaves. Good riddance now??? Bai Ling Ling officially becomes a member of the lab and everybody is hard at work on the novel heart valve. Yang Lan Hang messages Bai Ling Ling as her online boyfriend, saying that he will return the next day. However, Bai Ling Ling suggests that they postpone their meeting, because she is too busy with the lab and everything else. Ehhhh, I get that you are suddenly motivated, but life has gotta go on, you can’t just put everything else on hold… Yang Lan Hang is more amused than anything though, because she called him irresponsible for ending his experiments early to come back and see her. 


At the lab, Yang Lan Hang explains their materials design to her, it's a structure that allows the muscle cells to organize into a valve that can subsequently be absorbed into the body once the valve is fully grown. Oooo, so basically a similar material to the stent design in Ep 1. Interesting, They have a cute conversation where they describe the process using chinese idioms. BLL uses 过河拆桥, which translates to dismantling a bridge after you’ve crossed the river. It has a very negative connotation, often referring to people who use others for their own purposes, and then abandoning them once they’ve served their purpose. YLH uses 功成身退, which means to withdraw after completing your task. This is a positive version, which is often referring to people doing good deeds and simply leaving after, not wanting any accolades or praises for their actions. I guess this is shedding some light into their worldviews eh? The same action, but one chooses the negative POV and the other, the positive.  


Wow, this was a loaded episode. Hmmm, ok, I think I might be a little harsh on BLL sometimes. I think drama is trying to portray her as someone who has been hurt by the world too many times and so she naturally thinks of the worst possible explanation for everything. It’s not so much that she’s prejudiced against YLH, but more of she doesn’t dare believe in good intentions, because she’s been burnt too many times. Or at least, this is my rationalization for her behaviour. 


Grandma wanting to commit suicide was a shocker to me, thought I did suspect there was more to the story when Grandma was suddenly so calm when she returned previously. I am slightly worried that BLL’s motivation isn’t “correct” though, it seems like she is solely interested in joining the team to help her grandma. But what if her grandma passes away in the meantime? Or suddenly becomes ineligible? Will she give up on research again? I think that’s why YLH said those lines that I really agree with, but I don’t know how much of it BLL took in.


Lastly, YLH’s speech was amazing. It almost sounds like something I would say when people ask me why I chose to do research. I think that nearly everyone in research has had moments of doubt, especially in my generation, because I’m sure more than 90% of us can probably jump into industry or other fields and probably get a huge raise, if not double our salaries. But I think that given enough money to live on, there are a lot of other things that are just as important, if not more so than money. And for those of us doing research, I think contributing to a better and brighter future is one of those things. At the same time though, I think of what Jing Jing said to Yu Tu’s professor in YAMG, and I agree with that as well. I hate that politicians/leadership use passion and contribution to society as emotional blackmail to compel researchers to stay, while refusing to acknowledge the monetary differences. It’s just like someone saying that our contributions can’t be measured in dollars and cents, so we don’t need to be paid more? lol...


[Ep12Bai Ling Ling and Zhai Qin Yi have lunch and bumped into Yang Lan Hang with a woman, Li Fei Fei. They all have lunch together, and it’s revealed that Li Fei Fei is a famous actress. It’s clear that Li Fei Fei is into Yang Lan Hang, but he is not interested in her at all. Both Bai Ling Ling and Zhai Qin Yi mistake her as Yang Lan Hang’s girlfriend though. 

After lunch, Li Fei Fei and Yang Lan Hang take a walk, but he is more focused on his phone lol. They found an abandoned, injured dog at the roadside, so they wanted to bring it to the vet. They bump into Playboy Ouyang, so Yang Lan Hang just gets him to send Li Fei Fei and the puppy to the vet, while he himself heads off. Lol, can he be any less interested in Li Fei Fei?
How to tell when someone isn’t interested in you 101
At night, Bai Ling Ling and Yang Lan Hang chat online as boyfriend/girlfriend, and she reveals that she wants to go to the conference in Shenzhen with Yang Lan Hang. They also talk about a lot of other random fluff, including the fact that Bai Ling Ling doesn’t like Li Fei Fei. This leads Yang Lan Hang to wonder if she is falling for him in real life, hence not liking his mistaken girlfriend. He shares his worry with Playboy Ouyang, “If she falls for the real me, does that mean she doesn’t like the online me as much? Does this count as a change of heart?” Playboy Ouyang says “I can’t believe you are being jealous of yourself!” My thoughts exactly hahahaha…

Guan Xiao Yu cooks porridge for Geng Pan Pan and wants to visit him in hospital, but he turns her down. I’m not sure why he is refusing to see her? However, he bought a super expensive bracelet for her. His behaviour is super confusing lol. Guan Xiao Yu also finally realizes that the person Geng Pan Pan has been sending flowers to is her, just that she has been throwing the flowers away. Whelps… She finds the hospital he is staying at, and the nurse tells her that he intentionally downgraded to a cheaper public ward from a private ward, and asked to encash the difference… She doesn’t really know what to say to him though, so she quietly leaves without seeing him… I think she’s feeling awkward now that she finally realizes the full extent of Geng Pan Pan’s feelings for her. Oh, this also explains why he doesn’t want her to come and see him.

Yang Lan Hang visits his parents, and discusses his research with his dad. He points out a lot of problems with his idea all of which I agree with btw, and probably why this artificial valve idea is still fictional and not reality. They get into a loud debate, which is only resolved by Mummy Yang dragging the two of them to go shopping with her.

Bai Ling Ling also goes shopping in the same mall to buy a present to thank Yang Lan Hang for all his help with her studies and Grandma. She bumps into her dad and step-mum, so she grabs a jacket to try and hide. She fails, and the two of them try to talk and approach her, but she gives them the cold shoulder. They try to make small talk, but she doesn’t reciprocate, and coldly tells them she is now called Bai Ling Ling (they call her Little Nuo, which is probably a reference to her old name?). Trying to smoothen the atmosphere, step-mum compliments the random jacket Bai Ling Ling chose to try and hide with and offers to buy it for her. Bai Ling Ling rejects her and says she will pay for it herself. Unfortunately, the jacket is ridiculously expensive and her credit card got declined. Step-mummy offers to pay again, but Bai Ling Ling rejects her, and rummages through her bag, pretending that she took the wrong card. Yang Lan Hang appears as a knight in shining armour, pretending that she left her credit card with him. D’awwww, swooping in to save the day…. *swoons* The PIN is even her birthday!!!! How is he going to explain that? 

Later, Bai Ling Ling thanks him for bailing her out and explains that those were her dad and step mum. When her parents got divorced, she changed her name from Shi Nuo Ling to Bai Ling Ling, taking her mum’s surname. They don’t really have a relationship anymore. She also asks him how come his PIN is her birthday and he explains that it was all part of the act, he changed the PIN in advance. She accepts his explanation. WHAT?? Is she even a scientist lol. When did he even have time to change the PIN? Does he just memorize everybody’s birthdays? This is such a paper-thin lie and she believes it!!?! 

Anyway, they have dinner together, but their “date” is crashed by Playboy Ouyang. He can’t stop checking out Bai Ling Ling. Who is this girl that has entrapped my good bro’s heart? It took a while before she realized he is Playboy Ouyang, not Scientist Ouyang. Playboy Ouyang forgives her for the “How long is forever?” incidents, but takes the opportunity to get her wechat and tries to ask her to help set him up with Guan Xiao Yu. Yang Lan Hang was going to take the opportunity to add Bai Ling Ling on wechat as well….. But he gets interrupted by Playboy Ouyang asking about Guan Xiao Yu. Ouch! Blocked by your own bro T_T. It’s also clear that Playboy Ouyang is deeply infatuated with her, but he refuses to admit it haha…

After Playboy Ouyang leaves, she suggests the idea of 3d printing cells for the valve. Afaik, people have successfully 3d printed cells, but I have no idea what they have been used for or what sort of shapes. Anyway, he agrees with the idea and apparently, that was what he and his dad were debating about initially. He also clarifies that he is not dating Li Fei Fei, he doesn’t even like her. Bai Ling Ling playfully jokes that he needs to look in a mirror, Li Fei Fei is way out of his league. Yang Lan Hang is a bit offended, and says he already has someone he likes. D’awww, he is out of her league too =P. He also cuts her steak into slices for her and asks about her relationship status. She says that she has a boyfriend and starts praising him- he is humorous, smart, kind, thoughtful and reliable. With every compliment, the smile gets wider and wider on his face. Bai Ling Ling is weirded out, asking him why is he so happy when she is praising her boyfriend LOL. This segment is hilarious. 
His stunned face upon being called boyfriend morphing into a wider and wider smile with each compliment

Guan Xiao Yu and Geng Pan Pan have a proper sit-down talk. She thanks him for his flowers and gifts and confirms his feelings for her. However, she tells him that while it’s ok to pursue her, he should only spend within his means since he is just a student. Moreover, how can she feel happy wearing a bracelet that he bought by scrimping and saving on his hospital bills? She explains that she feels that the intent is more important than the price tag. She agrees to try going out with Geng Pan Pan, but tells him to stop wasting money on her. Awwww, I like how she is so calm and nicely explaining everything to him. I also like that despite her being portrayed as somewhat superficial and playgirl-ish, deep down, she is shown to be a super considerate and reasonable girl.

Recaps are getting more succinct because I’m not enjoying the drama as much haha. I just want the big reveal and our couple sweetly dating. This episode is just a lot of fluff and not much substance nor plot progression….

[Ep13Guan Xiao Yu is trying to get her articles accepted by a famous editor, Editor Tang, but has been constantly unsuccessful. Thankfully, her mum gets her an opportunity to attend a gala by SP (Yang Lan Hang’s mum’s company), where Editor Tang will be present too. She needs a male partner, so she asks Geng Pan Pan.

After dinner, Yang Lan Hang sends Bai Ling Ling home. 

BLL: Thank you, shi ge. (Shi Ge basically means senior, and it’s her usual way of addressing him because he is her senior in the same department. It’s quite a typical term, but also a little distancing I think?)
YLH: Since we are outside, you don’t need to call me shi ge. You can just call my name.
BLL: How can I do that? A senior is like a parent (this is a chinese idiom, 长兄如父), I have to respect you! (I think this is slightly jokingly, but also a polite way of turning him down? In a way, she doesn’t feel that close to him yet I think?) Good night!
BLL starts walking a few steps...
YLH: O wait. In two days, I’m going to Shenzhen for a conference. Do you want to come along?
BLL: Why me?
YLH: Actually the purpose of this trip is to meet some experts in 3d printing cells, so I think you can benefit from coming along. If you are interested, I can…
BLL: Yup I do!
YLH: In that case, please send me your passport details, etc tonight so that I can make the necessary arrangements.
BLL: Ok then. Good night! (2nd time)
BLL walks a few steps…
YLH: Bai Ling Ling! Lets go see Grandma tomorrow, I promised her previously…
BLL: Ok! Good night! (3rd time)
BLL walks a few steps….
YLH: Bai Ling Ling! Remember to send me your passport details!
BLL: Ok…. good night….(4th time)
BLL walks a few steps….
YLH: Bai Ling Ling!
BLL: Shi ge, can you say everything at one go???
YLH: Oh it’s nothing much. Just rest early ok? And sweet dreams.
BLL: Nothing else?
YLH: Nope….
BLL: Really nothing else?
YLH: Really…
BLL: Ok then… good night! (5th time)
BLL walks a few steps, then looks back and checks. A few more steps, and checks. YLH is still standing there…
BLL: If there’s nothing, why are you still standing there?
YLH: It’s ok, go on ahead. Good night!
BLL continues walking a few steps…
YLH: Shi mei! (Junior, the corresponding term to shi ge)
BLL: WHAT!!!?!
YLH: Aren’t you going to wish me good night?
BLL: Fine… good night! (6th time) 
BLL stomps up quickly...
Finally snapping at YLH for his nonsense hahaha
Yang Lan Hang is clearly unaware of her annoyance, he is just so happy to have dinner with her. Smiling, he exclaims, “Oh, so this is how it feels like to send a girl you like home after a date!”  Lmao, this entire exchange was way too hilarious hahahaha. I think he was just too pumped up and wanted to keep calling her name hahahaha...
Our nerdy scientist is too cute!!!!
The next day, the two of them visit Grandma and Grandma and Yang Lan Hang have a great time chatting. Grandma takes this chance to rush Bai Ling Ling to date, and recommends Zhen Ming Hao. Yang Lan Hang immediately bristles at that name and tells Grandma that he doesn’t think Zhen Ming Hao is suitable hahahaha so easily jealous. Grandma asks him to keep a lookout for suitable guys then, to which Yang Lan Hang readily agrees. Hahaha…. After visiting Grandma, they adjourn to his house and discuss the project further. She spots the pot of jasmine plant in the kitchen and comments how both he and her boyfriend like the same plant. They have a nice chat about jasmine, but get interrupted by Playboy Ouyang lol. 

Zhai Qin Yi gets asked by Yang Lan Hang to go to the hospital, so he thinks that he is going to Shenzhen. However, he gets a cold dose of reality when he’s told the final spot was given to another professor and he is asked here to help Doctor Li for the next few days. He whines that his talent is being wasted to the animals in the lab lol. I haven’t brought him up much, but so far I’m quite neutral, slightly leaning towards dislike for ZQY. He just seems a bit too arrogant and keeps calling BLL “Xiao Bai”, a way of referencing people quite a bit more junior than you, even though she is actually his senior. 

As they arrive in Shenzhen, they bump into Li Fei Fei at the hotel (lol, way too coincidental please…) Bai Ling Ling tries to excuse himself, but Yang Lan Hang secures himself a dinner with her first before letting her off. Li Fei Fei recommends a restaurant, so Yang Lan Hang asks for a reservation for two (him and BLL, but Li Fei Fei probably thinks it’s for the two of them. I can totally imagine the upcoming awkwardness…).

Back in the hotel rooms, Yang Lan Hang uses his international phone (with voice changing capabilities, no less) to call Bai Ling Ling as her online boyfriend. She finds his voice familiar, but she has no time to think about it because she is too happy giggling like a little girl in love… After the call, she squeals in happiness, which Yang Lan Hang overhears because he is in the next room. 

Yang Lan Hang learns that she just wants to sneak away and eat the local street food, so he cancels the reservation with Li Fei Fei and tries to get one-on-one time with Bai Ling LIng, but Li Fei Fei refuses to be shaken off. Cue awkward 3 person dinner. Li Fei Fei keeps trying to hit on Yang Lan Hang, but Yang Lan Hang just politely rejects her at each turn, while focusing on Bai Ling Ling. Li Fei Fei takes a chance to confront Bai Ling Ling and stake her claim on Yang Lan Hang. Even though she said some not super nice stuff, I like Li Fei Fei being direct and not scheming at all. A love rival that I don’t hate!!!


Back in the lab, Zhai Qin Yi complains about being asked to do lab cleaning… kinda… too arrogant of a character I feel… Jing Jing offers to help him and happily jokes around with him, but this is seen by Scientist Ouyang. He’s surprised by her bubbly personality because she is usually a lot more quiet and reserved around her. 

Returning to the hotel, Yang Lan Hang finally gets some private time with Bai Ling Ling by claiming they should prepare for the conference tomorrow… He even kindly translates all the keywords into Chinese for her! She suddenly has really bad stomach cramps, so Yang Lan Hang wants to bring her to the hospital. It’s raining heavily so there’s no cars and Bai Ling Ling has a phobia of ambulances. So Yang Lan Hang ran out in the pouring rain (why not grab an umbrella first???) and tries to flag a car down at the roadside. He finally succeeds, but both of them end up in the hospital beds. It appears he also collapsed because of his heart issues and getting drenched in the rain. Bai Ling Ling is super drowsy though, so she’s not really aware… D’awwww, YLH doing all of these for her… So sweet.... They get discharged the same night and Yang Lan Hang carries her back to her hotel room. The drowsy Bai Ling Ling doesn’t want to let go of him though, so he has no choice but to lie next to her…. D’awwwww…. Who can resist a boyfriend like YLH????
I feel like YLH should just tell her the truth already… Initially, he was afraid because she hated Yang Lan Hang, but now the two of them are on good terms already, so what’s stopping him now?

[Ep14Our main couple wakes up to some heavy and persistent knocking next door, and it takes them ages to realize that they were knocking on Yang Lan Hang’s door. Random thought: YLH having a sore arm after BLL slept on it the whole night is super relatable hahahahaha... Turns out it's their school principal and Yang Lan Hang’s dad coming for a surprise visit. Awks…
Caught with their pants down hahahaha
At night, Yang Lan Hang and Bai Ling Ling gets invited to a dinner with Daddy Yang, Professor Jiang and the principal. And of course, it wouldn’t be complete without Zhen Ming Hao, who happens to be the principal’s son. I swear, ZMH totally reminds me of a cockroach (no offence to the actor!). It’s just that he keeps saying bye, and then reappearing, and reappearing… and reappearing… Dinner is super awkward, because Zhen Ming Hao won’t stop texting Bai Ling Ling. Urgh, I find this sort of behaviour just super rude. Like if you want to have a private conversation, can’t it wait? It’s so disrespectful to everyone else! Zhen Ming Hao makes an excuse to take Bai Ling Ling away. Even though Daddy Yang says he doesn’t like Bai Ling Ling, he gets upset at this, and encourages Yang Lan Hang to chase after her. Lol, such a typical chinese dad, stiff upper lip but soft-hearted. Yang Lan Hang leaves…. Just to go back to the hotel or so he says lol…

Outside, Zhen Ming Hao asks Bai Ling Ling what if there is only him and Yang Lan Hang left in the world, who would she choose? What sort of dumb and childish question is this? She tells him that she has a boyfriend and he gets all agitated and worked up and grabs her hand. Bai Ling Ling angrily steps on his foot and stomps off. You go girl!. Yang Lan Hang witnesses all of this from his cab and smiles. Going back to the hotel eh =P...

2nd Couple: Geng Pan Pan is missing. It turns out that he didn’t have money to buy all the luxurious gifts for Guan Xiao Yu, so he has been stealing from his friends and using his school fees. Wtf dude… That’s totally not cool. But on the bright side, he didn’t go all psychotic like I suspected. To cover his fees, Guan Xiao Yu sells all the branded handbags that she accumulated over the years. Playboy Ouyang pretends that his friend owns a pawn shop, but he actually secretly holds on to all the bags for her and just transfers her the money. They search high and low for Geng Pan Pan but just can’t find him. He comforts her late at night and she falls asleep on his shoulder. D’awwww, Playboy Ouyang is just a sweetie. And doing all these for his love rival too! Oh, and Guan Xiao Yu is hired to write some articles for Playboy Ouyang’s dad’s company. 
Epilogue: It’s revealed that Yang Lan Hang paid for her trip to Shenzhen out of his own pocket. In fact, her janitor pay was also paid for by Yang Lan Hang. Ok, I like this revelation a lot. Because I always felt that it was favoritism, bordering on misappropriation of public funds, to specially hire someone as a janitor and send her to a conference… Here, it’s more of just using his own money to provide her with an opportunity to be further exposed to science and research, which is more ethically ok?

Seriously, don’t understand ZMH’s recurring appearance… He literally serves no purpose plot-wise. Also, I really really like our second couple. I think I have a weakness for playboys turning serious and becoming little puppies (小奶狗) hahahaha. Also, need to applaud Playboy Ouyang for all that he did today, that’s like so above and beyond!

[Ep15Bai Ling Ling calls her online boyfriend and they chat about the day. She also lovingly tells him that even if he is an old, ugly and bald man with stinky feet, she will still love him. D’awwww… She also keeps imagining that she is hearing his voice all the time and he tells her to stop imagining things. Isn’t this gaslighting????? Kinda feel like this dual personality arc is dragging on for too long… He plays a song on the harmonica for her, and it seems as though she realizes the sound is also coming from next door? Is she going to figure this out before he tells her? That’s not going to end well >_<...

Zhai Qin Yi feels very out of place because he’s not allowed to touch anything. To add insult to injury, Doctor Li says that all he needs to do is just check the material before and after insertion into the animal, a job that Zhai Qin Yi feels is way below him… Random tangent, what is the point of the fume hood when the glass panel is fully raised lol… Might as well just do it outside at that rate.... Also, kinda dislike the arrogance of ZQY. You might be a genius among your peers, but literally everyone else in the lab has more experience than him, so of course you have to start by doing the most menial jobs. And at the end of the day, every job, no matter how menial, is important for the experiment, so why should it be beneath anyone? 

Yang Lan Hang comes to check on the lab and finds out that Zhai Qin Yi accidentally ruined the materials needed for tomorrow’s experiment. Haizzzz, boy… why???? Yang Lan Hang tells him off, but he covers for Zhai Qin Yi in front of everyone else. Doctor Li loses it and yells at them both. Man… I totally understand his feelings… Yang Lan Hang reveals that Zhai Qin Yi has made too many mistakes in the lab and Professor Jiang would’ve expelled him if he found out the truth. Wow, how noble…. 

Their next test subject is a monkey called Zhuo Yi with a congenital heart defect. So many steps skipped here lmao. The correct protocol is probably first testing on cells in-vivo, then testing on mice/rats, then rabbits, and then monkeys? And also, initial steps would probably be implantation into the belly or shoulder to make sure there are no rejection or other complications before actually replacing a valve lol. Yang Lan Hang asks Bai Ling Ling to be his date for the SP dinner, but she rejects him because she has a boyfriend. Instead she proposes someone else, who Yang Lan Hang readily agrees to before even finding out who it is...

Geng Pan Pan finally gets found by Playboy Ouyang. The two of them bicker, and Geng Pan Pan tells Playboy Ouyang, “I know you look down on me, but at least I’m better than you. At least I dare to pursue the woman I love, what about you? You can’t even compare to me!” Wow, so you are proud of spending money you don’t have and stealing from your roommates? This guy is ridiculous…. He chats with Guan Xiao Yu and tells him that he confessed his crimes to the school, and got expelled. He tells her that she doesn’t need to feel guilty. Obviously? The two of them fall out and Guan Xiao Yu asks Playboy Ouyang to be her date for the SP dinner.

Night of the dinner, Mummy Yang finds out about Bai Ling Ling from Daddy Yang and gets so excited that she almost chokes him hahahaha…

Who needs a hubby when you have a new daughter-in-law? XD
Turns out Yang Lan Hang’s date is Bai Ling Ling’s grandma lol. Also, at the dinner, Guan Xiao Yu isn’t interested in Playboy Ouyang at all and just keeps trying to approach Editor Tang. As luck would have it, Editor Tang and Playboy Ouyang are best friends, so he mischievously teases her with an introduction and gets her to act as his girlfriend.

Scientist Ouyang bought a dress for Jing Jing, but he couldn’t muster up the courage to ask her to the SP dinner. Jing Jing cries alone in the lab with the dress while Scientist Ouyang drowns his sorrows at the dinner. Man…. this couple… T_T

Bai Ling Ling’s dad and step-mum are also at this event, which leads to a super awkward conversation between the dad and the grandma. The dad is super respectful and polite though and decides to leave the event early so as to not spoil Bai Ling Ling and Grandma’s night. Awww… I feel for this dad. Whatever mistakes he made in the past (if any), it feels like he is doing his best to make up for it and really cares for Bai Ling Ling… 

O man… So sad that we didn’t get to see Scientist Ouyang and Jing Jing at this dinner… Also, bye Geng Pan Pan, not a fan of his character at all after all these revelations…

[Ep16Yang Lan Hang and Playboy Ouyang have a grand plan to confess to Bai Ling Ling that he is “how long is forever?”, except that when the lights are off, and the spotlights come up, neither of them are there. The two of them and Scientist Ouyang are racing off because the monkey is in critical condition. ??? Why though? What’s the point of them rushing over? Literally none of them are veterinarians, so what’s the point of spoiling the night???? Drama, you disappoint me here. Furthermore, the trailer had the confession scene, which turned out to be Yang Lan Hang’s imagination…
Well, at least we get this cool slow-mo run hahaha
To resolve the awkwardness, Playboy Ouyang uses the chance to play a melody for Guan Xiao Yu. He says that its a melody written by Robert Schumann, a famous pianist, for the love of his life and Playboy Ouyang swore to only ever play it for the love of his life as well. He professes his feelings for Guan Xiao Yu and apologizes for his childish antics. He says, “I’m sorry that I was so childish, so playful. I was too weak, too scared. I was afraid that if I took things too seriously, I would lose. So I intentionally tried to be the more uncaring, more ambivalent one. But I realized I was wrong. Because if I get to be with you, why do I need to win?” D’awwwww what a sweet confession. Guan Xiao Yu rejects him though…. :(....

The scientists decide to take turns to watch over the monkey… Why?????? What can they even do lol…. Anyway, that gives our main couple more time to spend with each other. He lovingly attends to the wounds on her feet from running over. Yang Lan Hang also doles out some advice regarding her dad. Things might not be what they seem, plus what purpose does hating her dad serve? 100% agree. I know it’s easier said than done, but choosing to let go of hate is for your own sake more than anything else. One of the most apt descriptions I ever read is that hating someone is like drinking poison and hoping the other person dies. Yang Lan Hang hands her a new book to read, which accidentally contains her student photo. They stare awkwardly at each other and Yang Lan Hang is at a loss of words to explain, so clearly the optimal thing to do at such a situation is to kiss her.  Drama…. First you stole the epic reveal at the dinner, and then you decide to ruin it further by giving them the most awkward first kiss ever… WHYYYYYYYY
Look at how wide her eyes are LOL
Apparently Yang Lan Hang didn’t do any explaining after the kiss? Whyyyyyyyyyyy? So it’s just super awkward. He finally decides to try and tell her the truth as “how long is forever”. However, before he explains, Bai Ling Ling breaks up with him and blocks him. He tries to call her as her online boyfriend, but she turns off the phone. ?????? There must have been like a million opportunities at the lab, but you decide to wait until you need to use a phone to contact her???? Meanwhile, Bai Ling Ling feels super guilty, because she thought she just cheated on her boyfriend with Yang Lan Hang… Honestly, he is going to be in such deep trouble when she finds out the truth lol…

Time passes but things are still awkward between Yang Lan Hang and Bai Ling Ling, who has been consciously avoiding him. The experiment is going successfully though, and clinical trials are starting soon. However, Doctor Li asks to meet Bai Ling Ling to discuss, because he feels that Grandma shouldn’t be part of the clinical trial. I totally agree with him here btw. Physically, she is perfectly fine and since she is also better mentally, the benefit of undergoing the clinical trial is much more minor as compared to someone with a defective heart. There are also much stricter guidelines with regards to clinical trials, so mental illness might not be a strong enough qualifier to participate in this trial. Also, it makes sense that once the trials are complete and the procedure becomes established, she can opt to do it as an elective surgery. In addition, both Bai Ling Ling and Yang Lan Hang separately mention the problem that it takes too long to grow the valve to Doctor Li. Yang Lan Hang comes up with the idea to grow the valve in the body itself instead of in a bioprocessor. At the lab, Bai Ling Ling finds out that there are insufficient human volunteers for the clinical trials. Guan Xiao Yu offers to use her official account to help publicise the clinical trial. 

Epilogue: After the dinner, Guan Xiao Yu decides to go back to talk to Playboy Ouyang, but she unfortunately overhears him saying that the melody being written by Schmann was a lie… She yells at him for being a perpetual liar, but he quickly tries to clarify that only the Schmann bit was a lie, everything else was the truth…

I don’t understand how it can take Yang Lan Hang to say literally 6 words “I am how long is forever”. That is literally all he needs to do to resolve everything. Instead, we just get so much angst… I’m annoyed drama, very annoyed.

[Ep17Playboy Ouyang meets up with Guan Xiao Yu, apparently her posting about the valve on her official account is in violation of the contract with Playboy Ouyang’s dad’s company. She asks him what he wants then, to which he replies, be my girlfriend. This earns him a cup of hot coffee in his face haha...

Despite that, Playboy Ouyang tries to resolve the issue by editing the marketing plan to help Guan Xiao Yu. Daddy Ouyang, like all chinese dads, has a stiff upper lip and tells him off for not treating work seriously. Secretly though, he approves of his hard work and instructs his assistant to secretly help Playboy Ouyang “misplace” Guan Xiao Yu’s contract. LOL… quite a cute and wholesome scene... 

The cockroach, I mean, Zhen Ming Hao is back and playing basketball and Bai Ling Ling and Guan Xiao Yu walks past. So does Yang Lan Hang, so Zhen Ming Hao challenges him. Yang Lan Hang refuses, so Zhen Ming Hao threatens to reveal that he is “how long is forever”. Privacy laws are a joke eh? Also, shouldn’t Yang Lan Hang be happy that he is revealing it for him? Zhen Ming Hao uses the chance to humiliate Yang Lan Hang by styling on him in basketball. This is utterly disgusting and despicable IMO. Like he blackmails someone into competing, and then chooses his best sport. Of course he’s going to win! What’s the point in that besides to stroke his own ego? Why not compete in something that Yang Lan Hang is good at then? Like memorizing the periodic table? Yang Lan Hang collapses due to overexertion and Zhen Ming Hao still gloats at him, “Wow, what a weakling…” Honestly, I wonder if calling him a cockroach is an insult to cockroaches. 

At the hospital, Zhen Ming Hao offers to help publicize the valve clinical trial using his dating app, not forgetting to brag about how successful he is though. Ok, at least he did one good thing. Doctor Li tells Yang Lan Hang off and Yang Lan Hang denies that it’s because of Bai Ling Ling. He just always wanted to play basketball. Sure….. Like anyone believes that… Doctor Li stomps out, wanting to tell Zhen Ming Hao off but Yang Lan Hang stops him. Whyyyyy????? Zhen Ming Hao also calls him Green Tea under his breath. Green Tea is a popular chinese slang for referring to people (usually women) who are secretly calculating and manipulative but pretending to be sweet or weak, so as to attract their target by appealing to their protective nature. ZMH really disgusts me… He doesn’t even know anything and he just decides to assume that YLH is faking illness?

Guan Xiao Yu, the perfect wingwoman, gets Bai Ling Ling to drive Yang Lan Hang home. Except errr, she can’t really drive. Cue super tense and scary car ride. Yang Lan Hang tries to take the chance to talk to Bai Ling Ling, but she is too focused on driving that she cannot process anything else at the moment. Hahahaha, reminds me of the one time my wife tried to drive, and never again....
You…. really know how to drive?
Mummy Yang also helps out by using her company to offer full insurance coverage for anyone participating in the clinical trials and she muses what a great thing it is to help research progress. Daddy Yang shoots her a look that says, what about me then? Which she doesn’t notice at all hahaha. Side note, I also find it amusing that Daddy Yang also has trouble telling apart the two Ouyangs. He refers to them as the talkative one and the one that doesn’t talk. Hahahahaha…
Daddy Yang jealous of his kid hahahaha
They find out that Grandma Zhang, Grandma Bai’s roommate, faked the signature on her consent form for the clinical trial. When she was found out, she got so agitated that she had a heart attack and is in critical condition now. Yang Lan Hang reveals Plan B to the rest of the team, which is to alter the clinical trial to grow the valve in the body instead. Ya… No, pump the brakes here show. This ain’t going to happen. Clinical trials have super strict guidelines and you have to stick by the letter. Moreover, you haven’t even established that the artificially-grown valve works in humans, and you want to add more confounding factors? In fantasy dramaworld, sure it’s going to work, but in real life, if it fails, how would you know which is the stage that fails? O ya, what about the animal trials for this implanted growing valve? Show, I’m very disappointed by this lack of scientific rigour. In the meantime, Zhai Qin Yi volunteers to look for the family member. Ahhh, so that’s his arc then, to show him understanding the importance of every piece of work in the lab. I like this growth, though it’s a bit sudden since he doesn’t get much feature. After a lot of searching, he finally locates the son. 

Grandma Zhang’s son actually doesn’t care for his mum, and refuses the surgery, but Grandma Bai, through careful provocation, manages to make him at least listen. And he finally agrees to the clinical trial because it’s free. Poor Grandma Zhang… imaging raising such an unfilial son. T_T. Also, you go Grandma Bai! It is also revealed that Yang Lan Hang is also participating in the clinical trial. He reveals that he has had a defective valve since he was a kid, and Bai Ling Ling finally realizes that he is the genius little boy she met in the hospital. 

When reality comes crashing down for the first time...

[Ep18The day of the operation comes around and before Yang Lan Hang gets wheeled in, Bai Ling Ling checks his arm for the bite mark she left as a kid. Errrrr, do bite marks actually last that long? I’m like 90% sure they don’t. She asks him to keep his promise to stay alive from back then and he smiles as he realizes that she finally recognized him. How did he recognize her though? Did he know the little girl was also called Bai Ling Ling? 


The surgery is a success!

Bai Ling Ling goes home, counts out all the money in the metal tin and uses it to buy a giant bouquet of flowers for Yang Lan Hang. Doctor Li sees her at the door and tells her not to make Yang Lan Hang too excited… *wink* *wink* Lol…. Yang Lan Hang tells her the full story. 

YLH: After giving you the metal tin of money, I was super happy and told my mum about the good deed that I did. To my surprise, instead of praising me, she gave me a harsh scolding and broke down. I later learnt that money cannot buy a heart, it was just a white lie my parents told me. I cried my eyes out too, not for myself, but because I felt guilty for lying to you and giving you false hope. Every night after that, I had nightmares of the little girl crying in the hospital corridors, begging me to know where to buy a heart...  T_T… I didn’t expect this... That’s also why I chose to do this field of research, so that I can build a real heart, so that no other children will have to lose their parents… 

Flashbacks reveal that Yang Lan Hang constantly kept tabs on Bai Ling Ling, even as a kid. He wanted to protect her and her dreams from the cruel world and that’s also why he contacted her as “How long is forever?”. As that online persona, he inspired her to aim for the university that he was at. Because of him, she dared to try and agree to look for him, who will be carrying a pot of jasmine. Literally the worst timing to reveal who you are dude…. Also, oh, that’s why the jasmine was featured so heavily at the start!


Bai Ling Ling is too shocked and stunned to respond.


YLH: It’s me. Now that I’m back, I won’t ever leave again. Actually, I have always carried the regret of my childhood mistake with me. I’ve seen you in your darkest despair, so I’m afraid that you will no longer believe in hopes and dreams. I feel that I have a responsibility to protect you as you grow, so I’ve always looked out for you, using seven years of “How long is forever?” and seventeen years of Yang Lan Hang’s life…. I actually wanted to contact you once I touched down overseas, but you’ve blocked me…


Unable to process everything, Bai Ling Ling ran home and curled up in a ball in bed crying… Yang Lan Hang reaches out for her, apologizing but she ignores him…. T_T Bai Ling Ling confides in Guan Xiao Yu that she feels super guilty for falling in love with two people at the same time and she hates herself for being so fickle. She even chose to give both of them up because she felt she was a terrible person and unworthy of their love. YLH, this is all your fault! I don’t blame BLL for being angry with you at all! Though she is a little harsh on herself eh?


The next day, she received an urgent phonecall from Playboy Ouyang that Yang Lan Hang is in critical condition. She rushes to the hospital, but realizes it’s just a ploy because his heart monitor is completely normal. She tells him not to get up though, because she has some things to say to him. She sits with her back to him, because she doesn’t know how to face him yet. She thanks him for all that he has done, but that she is still upset with him. He also apologizes, because when he left, he was only focused on his research, and thought that she would be fine without him, now that she is in university. But it was only when she blocked him, then he realized he had already fallen hopelessly in love with her… He asks for her forgiveness for his stupidity and his cowardice in hiding his identity. Bai Ling Ling returns the metal box to him and says she just wants to forget all about the past and restart… ??? This is not a translation error, I also totally don’t understand what BLL means here.


One month later, our cockroach, I mean Zheng Ming Hao reappears and proposes to Bai Ling Ling AGAIN at dinner. I mean…. Dude, take a hint! There also some random bragging by him about his looks *pukes* and how successful his business is. Anyway, just as Bai Ling Ling is about to turn him down for the millionth time, a steak gets served, which is seasoned with jasmine. How would that even taste like lol! Anyway, Bai Ling Ling realizes its cooked by Yang Lan Hang (because who else would do something so criminal to a perfectly good steak?). She rushes off to intercept him and tells him off for running around while he is still ill. Yang Lan Hang pouts and says “But what if by the time I recover, you already end up as someone else’s girlfriend?” He uses his health to blackmail her into visiting him everyday. Hahaha, YLH is so cute! Bai Ling Ling reluctantly agrees. So…. they are together???


Epilogue: Guan Xiao Yu comforts Bai Ling Ling and tries to speak up for Yang Lan Hang. She praises him for having such a strong sense of responsibility even as a little kid, and also suggests that he never intended to woo her, he just wanted to look after her and protect her. It’s only until he succeeded and decided to leave that he realized he had fallen hopelessly in love with her. I think this is actually the case? And it’s also quite a sweet origin story for their love. She also defends Yang Lan Hang not coming clean initially given how awkward their first few interactions were. While logically Bai Ling Ling understands, she just feels annoyed at everything Yang Lan Hang put her through….


We finally have the big reveal… well, big is debatable. He probably picked the worst moment, but hey at least everything is out in the open now! I can understand Bai Ling Ling’s annoyance, but it’s probably just a matter of time before she forgives him and returns to his side. Looking forward to seeing our CP interact!


[Ep19Yang Lan Hang brings her to see fireworks! She’s so focused on the fireworks, but he can’t help stealing glances at her…. D’awwww…. Yang Lan Hang tells her, “There’s nothing better that I can wish for, than having you by my side...” Playboy Ouyang and Guan Xiao Yu also watches the same fireworks, from a romantic ferris wheel ride… Oh, so, this two are together as well? Did I miss something somewhere???

Bai Ling Ling feeds Yang Lan Hang in the hospital because he is clearly healthy enough to run around, cook steak, watch fireworks, but he’s too sick to lift his arms and feed himself. 10/10 logic. Yang Lan Hang reaches into the drawer and pulls out his credit card. Hey! His arms are working again! That must be some miracle porridge! It’s a credit card linked to his bank account where he deposits all his scholarship money and salary and he wants Bai Ling Ling to have it. Woah dude, wayyyy too fast. Bai Ling Ling is also confused and Yang Lan Hang clarifies that it’s a university tradition. Huh? Is it like a couple thing? Bai Ling Ling doesn’t believe him though, and refuses. Lol, I’m getting second-hand awkwardness from their interactions.

Finally, Yang Lan Hang is discharged and Bai Ling Ling drives him home. Lol, he dares trust her driving still? He tells her he is giving a lecture tomorrow. Bai Ling Ling initially doesn’t want to go, but she hears that all the new female undergraduates is going to attend the lecture, so she decides to go and keep an eye on her man hahaha
Great disguise eh? Lol….
The lecture theatre is filled with girls and the two girls next to her are crushing on Yang Lan Hang hard. One of them is super into his looks, the other one is into his money. Apparently, there is indeed an university tradition which loosely translates to “Put your money with your wife and you’ll be guaranteed success in your research.” Hahahaha, I wonder which wife came up with this saying eh? Annoyed, Bai Ling Ling gets into an argument with the girls about whether Yang Lan Hang has a girlfriend. Hahahaha… They end up disrupting his lecture again, but he happily clarifies that he has a girlfriend already. D’awwww….

After the lecture, Bai Ling Ling tries to sneak away but Yang Lan Hang catches her. 

YLH: What are you doing here?
BLL: Well…. You see, you just got discharged, so I’m worried that something might happen to you and then I have to take care of you again…. 
YLH (steps closer): So… you’re here to check up on my health? So that’s why you were just staring at me non-stop?
BLL: Yes…. (then realizes what she said) I wasn’t staring ok?
YLH: Oh… So I’m overthinking things then? In that case, I’ll go have lunch with a few female juniors. They have some technical questions to ask me… Hahaha, our nerdy boy knows which buttons to push eh? =P
BLL: YANG LAN HANG! You are not allowed to go!
YLH: It’s ok. We are just sitting down for lunch and discussing some material science questions. It won’t be too tiring…
BLL: This isn’t a matter of sitting down to eat or standing to eat. The juniors don’t have good intentions! They are either lusting after your body or your money. What’s so nice about lunch anyway? You aren’t going. You are not allowed to go. Hahaha, barely together and already so possessive!
YLH: How do you know?
BLL: I just do… That thing… (stretches out her hand and gestures)
YLH gives her a confused look and she clarifies: Your bank card.
YLH: Oh… (immediately and happily gives her his bank card) Honestly, the first time I’ve seen a guy so happy to give up his bank card!
BLL: This… I’ll help you keep safe for the time being. After all these things have passed, I’ll return it to you.
YLH: Nononono… It’s ok. You can keep it for however long you want. Well, we all know who’s going to be wearing the pants in this relationship hahaha...
BLL: Not going to have lunch with your female juniors anymore?
YLH: Nope, not going anymore. 
BLL happily walks away…

Back at home, Yang Lan Hang is smiling like an idiot thinking about the day’s events while Bai Ling Ling is happily searching for a place to keep his bank card. She finally settles on hiding it in her pillow… D’awww so it’ll be as though she is sleeping with him every night =P!

Meanwhile, Guan Xiao Yu calls Playboy Ouyang up to ask him when his company is going to sue her. Lol, I’ve already forgotten this plotline…. Playboy Ouyang pretends that his company lost the contract (Ohhh, now I rmb, that whole coffee pouring and daddy angst scene) and offers to sign a new one with her. The new contract is in his car boot…. Except he has something he doesn’t want her to see in it. She tricks him into letting his guard down and finds out that all the bags she “sold” were actually it that… Is it just me or does this storyline feel like a million years ago? Flashbacks show that Playboy Ouyang never sold the bags, he just pretended to and transferred the money from his bank account to hers. Guan Xiao Yu is super touched and gives him a surprise kiss as “interest”. This is a cute english pun eh? Interest as in monetary interest for her loan, but also interest as in romantic interest in him =P. She shyly runs away after, telling him she will slowly buy the bags back from him. Bai Ling Ling saw the kiss from the balcony and teased her for it. hahahahaha
His stunned face after being kissed. Hahahaha...
The next day, Yang Lan Hang tries to hold Bai Ling Ling’s hand in the lab lift, but she avoids him, claiming that she’s not used to it. Our nerdy boyfriend decides, well, then let's practice more! Hahahahaha
This nerdy solution and silly smile is such a goofy combo hahaha
Yang Lan Hang wants to announce their relationship to the whole lab, but Bai Ling Ling wants to just let things be, and if people figure it out, then so be it. Hahaha… Unfortunately, no-one can imagine the two of them as a couple, and don’t even believe it when she tells them. Hahahaha…. They don’t even let them have lunch as a couple. Bai Ling Ling finally had enough and announced that the two of them are dating. The other labmates burst out laughing at how ridiculous the idea is. Desperate times call for desperate measures, so Bai Ling Ling feeds him food using her mouth to prove their relationship. Finally, the labmates believe them and give the two of them some space. Omg…. this is too hilarious.  

Yang Lan Hang is approached by the school principal to take over as Bai Ling Ling’s supervisor. Yang Lan Hang turns it down because of the conflict of interest. Ya… actually, I also wonder if working in the same lab is already a conflict of interest… 

I guess both of our couples are together now? The Playboy Ouyang/Guan Xiao Yu storyline is kinda cute, but it just feels a little too scattered and a lot of random blanks in the middle? Also, the Bai Ling Ling feeding Yang Lan Hang scene was hilarious.

[Ep20Yang Lan Hang invites everyone over to his house for dinner to celebrate his and Bai Ling Ling’s relationship. Bai Ling Ling and Jing Jing goes shopping while the other two guys interrogate Yang Lan Hang at home. The guys suspect that he has a brain injury from his surgery… Hahahaha… The dinner party goes very well and the two of them have a romantic time washing dishes together… Seriously, how come dishwashing IRL is never so romantic? Hahaha… Yang Lan Hang also uses the “It’s late” excuse to get her to stay the night. Doesn’t she stay like literally a few minutes walk away though? He elaborates that staying would help stimulate Guan Xiao Yu and Playboy Ouyang’s relationship. 

Meanwhile, Guan Xiao Yu signs the new contract and pays him just enough to get two bags back. Playboy Ouyang happily delivers the two bags because he has an excuse to see her again. Guan Xiao Yu is eager to kick him out, but he uses Bai Ling Ling’s presence at his house to continue staying at her house. He convinces her to watch a ghost flick with him, but she’s bored out of her mind since it’s her third time watching it. Playboy Ouyang convinces Guan Xiao Yu to let him stay so that Bai Ling Ling and Yang Lan Hang can have some alone time. Hahaha, really brothers indeed, even having the same excuse! Guan Xiao Yu has enough of his nonsense, and just goes to her room to sleep. 

Random interlude: This dude approaches Li Fei Fei and asks if she knows Yang Lan Hang sinisterly. I totally didn’t recognize him, but he is actually Wang Tao from like Ep 1. Lol, guess he is going to be the big bad for the final arc.  

Yang Lan Hang brings Bai Ling Ling to the seaside for a sweet date. She also realizes that it’s his birthday, but thankfully Playboy Ouyang (the best wingman) has prepared a birthday cake for him in the boot of the car. It turns out he doesn’t know it either because he doesn’t celebrate his birthday, until now. He also sweetly uses all 3 wishes for Bai Ling Ling. D’awwww, seriously, what did Bai Ling Ling do to deserve such a wonderful guy?

Bai Ling Ling asks Yang Lan Hang when did he fall in love with her and he replies that he doesn’t know, but when he realized (when his plane landed and she blocked him), he felt that he was already in love with her for a very long time… D’awww, that feels like such an honest and sweet reply...

At the lab, Jing Jing asks Scientist Ouyang out to watch a movie and he readily agrees before she even finishes her question. Hahaha… even a blind man can tell he is in loveeeeee…. Meanwhile, our second couple is engaged in their usual bickering, until Guan Xiao Yu accidentally lets slip that she has all the money to repay Playboy Ouyang, except she's paying him a thousand each time…  She has also been using it as an excuse to see him hahaha… This couple is sooooooooo cute…. Playboy Ouyang puts her in a bidong and kisses her…. D’awww… But they get locked out of her house and it’s late, so they end up going to a hotel. He also thoughtfully bought some new clothes for her. Our playboy Ouyang may appear to be a playboy, but he is actually really nice and thoughtful :).

[Ep21]  Jing Jing is all dressed up for her date with Scientist Ouyang, and so is he… But unfortunately… He gets called away for a work emergency before he could meet her. He just texts her sorry which breaks her heart…. T_T… I know you don’t talk much, but at least text more dude!!! Yang Lan Hang and Bai Ling Ling’s date also gets interrupted by the same emergency. 

The emergency turns out to be that the monkey they operated on died. That made headlines and apparently is causing a huge stir. Guan Xiao Yu suspects that all this is a nefarious ploy by someone. The team rushes to the zoo when the monkey is housed and asks the zookeeper what happened. The zookeeper is super uncooperative though and just answers I don’t know to everything. 

The team discusses how to handle the issue and review their own research. Lots of dramatic screens with tense music… But honestly, this is more of a PR issue than anything else. It… shouldn’t impact the scientists directly? Also, it’s insane how much stir is generated by a test subject dying. There isn’t even evidence that the monkey’s death is linked to the experiment. Kinda…. Unbelievable.... 

More breaking news, the zookeeper is now claiming that the monkey died right after the surgery, but Yang Lan Hang paid him off to lie about it and cover up the death. Omg, I knew something was up with the dodgy zookeeper. The lab also gets shut down pending further investigation. This whole sequence of events is super triggering. I hate how random lies can totally destroy a scientist’s career. The worst part about this? Similar-ish stuff has actually happened IRL, for those interested, you can see my random thoughts...

The team decides to continue doing research at their old lab to continue their research and prove their innocence. Errrrr, how does that even work? If there is doubt over the integrity of their work, any results they show will also be similarly tainted right? Really, the best they can do is trust the system, try to find the zookeeper to get him to tell the truth and potentially find out who the mastermind is. That is indeed what Playboy Ouyang and Guan Xiao Yu is trying to do. 

Li Fei Fei contacts Wang Tao and is mad that he didn’t do what he promised. He claims that destroying Yang Lan Hang is the only way to get him to come back to her side. Lmao, what a joke. He clearly just wants to use her money to seek revenge. He also reveals that he paid money for the zoo to lie, and also hired all the fake accounts. Thankfully, Li Fei Fei had the presence of mind to record the entire convo.

[Ep22The angry netizens start terrorizing our couple. A package containing a dead rat gets sent to Bai Ling Ling’s house while Yang Lan Hang’s house gets covered with graffiti calling him scum and whatnot. Urgh, I don’t understand why people need to do this sort of shit. Even if it’s true, shouldn’t you trust in the legal process and also who appointed you judge, jury and executioner? I… feel like this is a problem with our internet age. Everyone is faceless behind a computer, so there is much less sympathy and empathy and people forget that there is a person at the other end. So there is way too much emphasis on me and myself, and making me feel better at the cost of all else… Because who cares about all the other faceless entities that I hurt in the process?

Yang Lan Hang returns home to stay the night and there is a heartwarming scene where his mum tells him that she would do anything for him. After all, what’s the point of being so successful and earning so much money if she can’t protect her only son….. D’awwww, I’m a huge sucker for this sort of family love scenes…. *sniffs*...Go Mummy Yang <3...

The school principal finds Bai Ling Ling and tries to convince her to go abroad because Yang Lan Hang refuses to accept a lecturer position because of her? Huh? Didn’t he just refuse to be his supervisor? Also, basically this school principal is another ass. Thankfully, Bai Ling Ling doesn’t listen to his nonsense and just turns him down. 

Playboy Ouyang gets mistaken as Yang Lan Hang (because he is driving his car), and gets beaten up. Urgh, people are terrible… The only good news is that Guan Xiao Yu rushes to his aid and finally reveals her true feelings and kisses him. 

Bai Ling Ling also realizes someone has been stalking her… but it turns out to be her dad! He and her stepmum were worried about her safety, so they’ve been taking turns watching her apartment for suspicious people. D’awwww…. Her dad is so sweet too… Bai Ling Ling also softens up towards him and invites him up for a cup of tea… I…. quite like this storyline… I think it doesn’t matter what happened initially, but as long as they still care for each other, I’m sure time will heal all wounds… Bai Ling Ling also takes Yang Lan Hang’s advice and smiles at her dad… and his heart melted… D’awwwwww…..

Yang Lan Hang’s mum overhears the couple’s sweet nothings and invites Bai Ling Ling over for dinner… Bai Ling Ling is super nervous but Mummy Yang is super pleased with Bai Ling Ling and loves her a lot. She even calls her daughter in law right away! Hahaha…. I knew Mummy Yang would be great. Mummy Yang makes a random excuse to get Yang Lan Hang away, and talks to Bai Ling Ling privately. She puts a black card in Bai Ling Ling’s hand happily. Bai Ling Ling has a “prepared to meet death” look and returns the card, saying “Auntie, don’t be like this. I will never leave Yang Lan Hang…” Mummy Yang laughs at her, saying “What are you thinking! This is just a SP VIP black card, which I want to give you as a first meeting present!” Bai Ling Ling apologizes, saying that she probably watched too many dramas. Hahahaha, I love this random criticism of dramas hahaha…. 

Bai Ling Ling has a random burst of inspiration, “What if the monkey isn’t dead?” Why wouldn’t he be dead though? Like… sure you can pay the zookeeper to lie, but also, why can’t you just pay someone to kill the monkey? But of course this is dramaworld, so the monkey is clearly going to be alive. Everyone starts working along this line of investigation and starts stalking out the zoo to look for that one monkey. Because clearly everyone can tell the monkeys apart lol. 

Maybe it’s because of the hiatus I took at Ep 17, but I kinda…. Lost interest in the plot. There also isn’t much science here, just a lot of drama for drama’s sake. And show is asking for quite a lot of suspension of disbelief with regards to the whole monkey incident…

[Ep23Everyone is hard at work identifying the monkey but to no avail. Yang Lan Hang realizes that it’s likely because their monkey is nourternal, so he doesn’t really come out during the day. Scene transits to Zheng Ming Hao, who has finally accepted that he won’t end up with Bai Ling Ling. He also chooses not to interfere with Yang Lan Hang’s stuff, until he hears that the online mob has moved on to spam his app with negative reviews. Show gives him a super cool shot of “They dare try and pick a fight with us? Go destroy them!” First time Zheng Ming Hao appears super cool hahaha…

His super anti-climatic big revenge plan is to install a night vision camera at the monkey enclosure. Great, we need a computer programming genius to tell us to install a camera… He even has a braggy line on how because of him, multiple devices can watch the camera at the same time…. Dude, every off the shelf camera has that functionality… Show, you let me down. At least show me some cool hacking or something and him finding out that Wang Tao has been the one behind everything… Anyway, everyone takes shifts to watch the camera (including Daddy Bai and Mummy Yang). Finally, they find footage of the monkey. Random thought, could they not just ask the zoo for help and just round up all the monkeys to check???? And apparently because of that, everything is cleared up???? Also, I think Zhen Ming Hao has finally given up on Bai Ling Ling? Finally! Thank god… 

Oh, so apparently everyone online still thinks the results are fake, despite them finding the monkey and being cleared by the school. The online mob are now accusing Mommy Yang of faking the monkey being alive using the SP group resources. God, this is both so infuriating and so realistic at the same time… Literally everyone online thinks that they are an expert and know better than the actual researchers. And this denial of scientific results is like bordering on anti-vax levels of tinfoil hat conspiracy theories… Really, why even bother doing years of undergrad+PhD right? All you need is to go online for an hour or two, and you can get your PhD in every field from the university of google and whatsapp. 

Li Fei Fei meets with Wang Tao again, telling him that she has given up and asks him to stop what he is doing. Wang Tao says that he is no longer doing anything, the online mob has a life of its own now, and even he can’t stop it. Honestly, I feel a little sorry for Li Fei Fei, I don’t think she did anything wrong here, she was just manipulated by Wang Tao for her money. And also, classic Wang Tao being an ass and doing things with zero thoughts of consequences. 

The zookeeper gets a lawyer letter and he finally “repents”. He begs the main CP for mercy and reveals that Li Fei Fei is the one behind everything. Huh? Shouldn’t he be revealing Wang Tao? Li Fei Fei is just the financer, all the groundwork is done by Wang Tao right? So why would he know Li Fei Fei instead of Wang Tao?

Bai Ling Ling meets with Li Fei Fei, who passes all the recordings to Bai Ling Ling unconditionally. Bai Ling Ling asks her if she is really ok with releasing the recordings, after all she will get implicated. Li Fei Fei goes on a noble spew about how the importance of scientific integrity and research outweighs all these other petty considerations??? Errrrrr…. What? Ok so I like that Li Fei Fei voluntarily gave up the recordings, though it would have been better before the zookeeper’s confession. But like, I don’t understand this spew at all. She has never shown any interest in research and whatnot so… ???

Anyway, apparently now with the recording everything is cleared up and Wang Tao gets fired from his job and arrested??? So apparently SP group is rich enough to turn a dead monkey into a live monkey, but not rich enough to fake a recording and hire a scapegoat… Drama please… I kinda feel like they made the problem so big that they had no reasonable way of making it go away, so they are just like “Here’s the mastermind! That's the end of the arc!” which is quite disappointing...

Third couple: Jing Jing announces to the lab that she is going for a sabbatical in Germany. Scientist Ouyang looks shocked but doesn’t say anything… As Jing Jing leaves, he quietly follows her. He follows her all the way to the mall until she finally realizes. She asks him what he is doing there. Scientist Ouyang simply replies Sorry. Jing Jing tells him not to worry about the movie thing and says she’s going to the book store to buy some books, is he here for the same thing? Scientist Ouyang says yes… but in actual fact, he’s here with movie tickets to make up for their missed movie date T_T. Dude…. Talk….

Yang Lan Hang and Bai Ling Ling want to help them, so Yang Lan Hang suggests using the fitbit he “just” made to observe Scientist Ouyang’s heartrate (but actually has already been tested on BLL hahaha). She realizes it though and confronts him about it “lovingly”. She super happy at the amount of effort he put in to woo her though. 
They “accidentally” bump Jing Jing into Scientist Ouyang and realize his heart rate is spiking. Apparently, even just working together causes Scientist Ouyang’s heart rate to spike. 

Ya… I feel like the scriptwriters sort of wrote themselves into a dead end and just gave up lol. What an unsatisfactory wrap-up. Zhen Ming Hao’s final appearance is also super anti-climatic. Haiz…

[Ep24Yang Lan Hang has a surprise for Bai Ling Ling, it’s a moissanite (basically SiC crystal) that he is growing for her to wear as an engagement ring. Ok, does the scriptwriters just suddenly decide who cares about science???? Synthetic moissanite does exist, but 1) the synthesis process requires extremely high temperatures (>1000oC) and 2) it’s a process that takes a matter of days at most, not months like Yang Lan Hang says…

Playboy Ouyang hears about it and decides to buy an engagement ring for Guan Xiao Yu as well. There’s a hilarious mix-up/commercial about a chinese wedding ring company which only allows every guy to only buy 1 ring ever (using their IDs). How does that work at all though? You can always buy using a friend’s ID or whatnot. Anyway, Playboy Ouyang tries to buy, but gets rejected because Scientist Ouyang has already secretly bought! What!!!?! Anyway, it took ages for Playboy Ouyang to convince them they are twins, but apparently he still needs to wait a few weeks for them to set the stone in the ring. Guan Xiao Yu gets tired of waiting all the way until night and goes to find him. She proposes to him instead, using her other earring, the other of the pair she left behind (Ep 3). D’awww this couple is quite cute. She tries to play it cool all the time, but she ends up doing all the proposals and wooing in the end.

Scientist Ouyang chases Jing Jing to the airport, where he confesses to her and gives her the ring. He also sprouts a bunch of words, which touches Jing Jing the most. Lol, maybe i should try talking less, then my wife would be happier when I actually say stuff eh? Hahahaha… Anyway, he tells her she has been following him, so now he is following her to Germany. D’awww… what a great guy. I’m sad that this couple didn’t get more feature time either… 

So drama is set in 2019…. And covid hits… a lot of patriotic snippets of how the various characters are rallying together to help the country tide through the crisis. Bai Ling Ling also mentions that her research on metamaterials can help replace disposable gloves/PPE?????????????????????????? Literally, what are the scriptwriters smoking? Metamaterials are complex composite materials that are designed to have specific electromagnetic/optical properties. So 1) metamaterials are insanely expensive to manufacture, so there’s no way they will be widely adopted for this sort of purpose in the near future and 2) metamaterials are designed for properties that have absolutely nothing to do with PPE so ????. Also, lastly, it’s not like reusable PPE cannot be made. It’s just cheaper and more convenient to make one-use because for reusable PPE, there is the added complexity of transporting, washing and sterilizing. 

Final scene of them masked up and walking out in formation to “fight the virus”! Honestly, unless you are working in infectious disease or related research, your research will most probably not have anything to do with covid at all.



Remarks

by flash2351

[First Impression (Ep1-6)] First off, I’m probably super biased for this show, so my rating is probably higher than it should be. I really like the setting and the two scientist MLs feels super relatable. The stuff that Yang Lan Hang says resonates very strongly with me. Plus while the dual reality/virtual relationship feels a little contrived, it does allow our CP to progress somewhat uniquely, differentiating it from other typical cdramas. I also finally see some character growth in the FL, so hopefully she becomes more likeable as time passes. I also look forward to when our CP finally get together, and slowly uniting their polar opposite world views (idealist vs realist).

What isn’t really working for me is that I struggle to see FL’s passion for research, nor a reason for our ML to like her. So it’s hard for me to root for them when the relationship just feels a tad contrived. ML also does a bit of toeing the moral line, which doesn’t sit that well with me. Lastly, while the low EQ scientist humor is good for a few laughs, I think it is slightly overdone in this show. It just feels like playing to the overused stereotypes when there is so much more that they can explore. This frustrates and annoys me.

The show does have potential though, which is why I’m sticking with it. That, and my obsession with completing stuff haha...

[Actors/ActressesJasper Liu is as handsome and dazzling as ever and a huge reason why this drama has not been dropped yet. I enjoy his performance and charm here as well. 

Zhou Yu Tong has been ok, but I haven’t been that impressed. She does have flashes of brilliance though, and that drunken confession scene (Ep 9) was perfectly done IMO. I wonder if her ok performance is somewhat due to being constrained by the character of Bai Ling Ling. 

Special shoutout to Dai Jing Yao, he plays his two roles perfectly. They definitely feel like two different people, and he even had me doubting if I had face blindness for a bit in the beginning (when it wasn’t clear they were twins). He is definitely the standout actor for me in this show. I have a slight criticism with regards to his makeup though, it feels like they like to use this bright red lipstick on him, which keeps making me feel as though his lips are swollen???


[Random Thoughts

[Chinese being unable to express themselves, Ep 8] I feel like the older generation Chinese never like to verbally express their emotions, they often just keep everything within themselves. A lot of this is cultural I think, partly because they think being overly expressive with feelings is not manly and also if you really care for someone, you don’t show it by saying, you show it by doing… Like its not uncommon to find older couples where the husband has never even said the words “I love you” to his wife… Unbelievable, I know... I kinda think that this is quite unhealthy, because it teaches people to bottle up their emotions which is unhealthy in it’s own right. Plus it can lead to outbursts due to emotions bubbling over, and also doesn’t give your partner, your children a sense of security because they have never heard you say those three words… The scientist in me also believes that this is a big contributing factor to the higher prevalence of internalizing disorders in Chinese children, vs British/US children, though it’s hard to establish causality.

[Lies destroying a scientist’s career, Ep 21] Watching this episode just brought back memories of the Tim Hunt incident. For a detailed breakdown and links, you can refer to the wiki article (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Online_shaming#Tim_Hunt_controversy). 

But briefly, what happened was Tim Hunt (a nobel prize winner in biology) was invited to give a speech about women in science. At the closing of the speech, he ended with a slightly self-deprecating humorous joke.

It's strange that such a chauvinist monster like me has been asked to speak to women scientists. Let me tell you about my trouble with girls. Three things happen when they are in the lab: you fall in love with them, they fall in love with you, and when you criticise them they cry. Perhaps we should make separate labs for boys and girls? Now, seriously, I'm impressed by the economic development of Korea. And women scientists played, without a doubt, an important role in it. Science needs women, and you should do science, despite all the obstacles, and despite monsters like me.”

For added context, he met his wife when she joined his lab as a post-doc, and they have been happily married for years (hence the fall in love bit). But even without the context, most people can see that it was clearly a self-deprecating joke and also highlighted the important contributions of women in science.

However, three journalists (Connie St Louis, Deborah Blum and Ivan Oransky) for reasons unknown, decided to start a campaign to take him down. They took his statements out of context, focusing only on the sexists bits (girls cry, fall in love, we should have separate labs, etc) and started a twitter storm. I call it a campaign, because the three of them met and agreed to publicize his comments, and yet they initially denied meeting and claimed they were independent sources to his sexist comments. This story also gained traction because lots of big news outlets (BBC and such) simply picked up and ran the story without fact-checking.

Despite renowned female scientists and his lab members coming to his defense publicly, he was condemned and cast aside, being forced to resign from UCL and the Royal society. He was also removed from the panel of multiple conferences. Lots of people condemned him, but it was only until the full transcript above emerged, together with a recording that showed rousing applause at the closing of his speech, was his name cleared. Even then, it took years before Tim Hunt was reappointed to similar positions. AFAIK, he also received no public apology or clearing of his name.

The damage was also done and not reversed, because by the time evidence for Tim Hunt came out, the twitter audience has long since lost their attention and moved on to newer, fresher scandals. So now, if you were to mention the name Tim Hunt to another scientist, there’s good odds that they still believe him to be a misogynistic and sexist scientist that deserves to be banished to another dimension. 

As for our three lovely journalists? They suffered no repercussions for their actions, even though IMO, there was clear intent of malice. All those who condemned and rallied for his resignation and banishment, no apology or retraction was ever issued. The worst irony of all is, for all those righteous people using the reason of fighting for gender equality to condemn Tim Hunt, he was a huge supporter of women in science. I can’t speak for him because I have never interacted with him, but I leave you with this statement by Athene Donald (https://blogs.bmj.com/bmj/2015/06/17/athene-donald-learning-lessons-from-tim-hunt/).

Before I end this rant, I think I would be remiss if I did not acknowledge that gender equality and lack of female representation in science is a problem. I’ve even experienced it in person, where my female supervisor was blatantly disrespected because the dude presumed she didn’t know what she was talking about. But we cannot simply lynch everyone without due process. If he is truly a sexist and discriminatory scientist, by all means, expel him. But clearly, this episode shows you how terrible the court of public opinion is.

[Behind the Scenes

[Ending] Happy with a truckload of random patriotism 

[Review & Rating
爱之深,恨之切... Or in cyn-lynn’s words (The Sword and the Brocade review geez, lol), the reason why I am so upset with this drama is because I really wanted to love it. The drama started out so promising, the science was a bit of a stretch but still believable, the major crisis is also a relatable one, but then somewhere in the middle, they just gave up? The science went out the window, the crisis got too big so the writers just decided to go yup, and they lived happily ever after. And also, adding a last episode of random patriotic spew to “fight covid”... Haiz...

To make matters worse, I feel like I still don’t see what there is to love about Bai Ling Ling, even in the latter episodes… Like one of her first acts as a girlfriend is to ask Yang Lan Hang for favoritism (not translating articles and not working late in the lab). I can’t see her love for research at all… She just feels like a generic FL, and our ML is just head over heels for her for absolutely no reason except because she is the FL.

I’m also sad that the secondary couples didn’t get more feature time. Also, during the timeskip for our main CP, somehow Playboy Ouyang and Guan Xiao Yu just got together???? I really liked both secondary couples, and I wished we could have seen more of them…

*tinfoil hat time* So I speed-browsed through the novel itself, because I read that the ending of the novel was a lot different. From my superficial glancing, I suspect that a lot of the bits that I enjoyed at the start were actually from the novel, which was scientifically accurate. However, as the show diverged from the novel, the scriptwriters took over more content responsibility, and they didn’t care about the science. That’s why the science in the last few episodes were atrocious. 

In the novel ending, BLL chooses to leave YLH because she felt that her presence was holding him and his career back. Then YLH chases her back for the happily ever after. I think this shows the maturation of BLL more and how she has fallen in love with research and how she is willing to give up YLH so that they can both soar to greater heights, something that I feel is a lot less apparent in the show… Having watched both, I have to say I like the novel a lot more. I also wonder how the novel handled the research scandal crisis (if anyone read it in detail, please enlighten me in the comments!)

Perhaps one sentence to sum up this drama, “It started out well, but it wasn’t long before it crashed and burned… Even Jasper Liu and his heart melting smile could not salvage this drama…”

Random Recommendation: Traid Princess (because who doesn't want to see Jasper Liu in an elephant onesie?)

Rating: 1/5

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